I received a somewhat threatening email, basically threatening my job situation, and it terrified the crap out of me. I tried to call the person to make clarifications and apologise, and the person would not take it. On Sunday I could not sleep in the morning as I do, I just thought and thought, I tried to distract myself, and it worked sort of.. I was informed to wait, and I waited as long as I could then I tried to call and again, I sort of got at threat and I panicked. I managed twice to soothe me, but it didn't last. I thought about letting the whole job thing go and just start this my new life, I even wrote a letter to just leave. Then I started to watch fawlove, and I felt really good really good for the first time all of today, I watched many youtube comedians and it really changed my mind, then the none hanging me to dry solution came through. In just minutes, just minutes of me calming down it got sorted and was all solved.
.... this morning and can you believe I am feeling great, I have energy I am awake... but I have a feeling that that will change soon...so I got coffee.. to go with my egg, which I am sooo enjoying... Work has began!!! I am feeling happy that finally I have work, lots and lots.. which is good , also I am seeing a nice idea.. lost train of thought.. also there is this thing I have been having to do, and guess what.. it might no longer be necessary to do it, which is really great
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