Today!!!!!

... today was an interesting it was soo exciting, I got to experience passion amazing passion!! Very exciting! Really amazing!! I visited a passion filled company and I experienced a guy that I was just drawn to. I remember that I met a guy who actually darted me, which I liked well enough, but I wasn't drawn to him at all, and I said to me that "this cannot be the only way" and today, there was this guy who said 3 words and I was in!!! I was soo in. The  feeling was palpable it was. At first I thought it was only me, but later I discovered it was us!! Really no pretending.. which was really cool.

Also there is this guy in the office who I like. He has sooo many qualities that I adore totally.. today ( till now) he is reaking of booze and I loooove that!! I like that he is fun, he likes to laugh, he is soo intelligent, and we really get on well, the other day I was thinking,  "dude, you are into me... what is your deal!!" and today it was quite evident! We were soo insych, and every time there was any sitting, he was there right next to me and it was sooo cool.

(I got my money!!)

Then this afternoon I have been laughing all afternoon with my beloved!!! and my old beloved is back and afternoon I have learnt that my be-hated will not be there while!! While that is nothing it is fine, it is just a perk!! (I had a dream about her, by the way, and I was right, what she did she did on purpose and I have been punishing her ever since... )

Also I have found a buyer for something... more and more money!!!


Anyhoo, I am glad that I  gave up on all things and just went back into  the vortex, my life has been sooo much better...