... I just have been having a difficult time in the house... room I moved into... it has its stuff. .. then a few days ago the poker went off. I had a few ways of getting to sleep.. One of which was thinking about puppies and the other thinking about a scene in "Being Erica" where there was dude who was in love with a chick and she told him she hurt him first.... and they kissed. And I could remember all the emotions I felt when I watched this scene.....
... then day two of no electricity. ... I really sleep in my noisy boisterous neighbour inspires me to clean house... and as it is so little it is easy.... though it is in the dark and I cannot really see what I am doing. After thinking about all the anger that I am thinking of I sit outside to write all these things that I am thinking... then the loud boisterous neighbour runs down stairs and suddenly I have power!!!!! I almost cannot believe it. My anger prevented me from enjoying it then but I really am now..
Later he comes over and asks to exchange DVDs. .. so obviously now I am obsessed with him. .. and with wanting to jump him!!!!!
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