Ten Thousand Buttons

The day started well, I managed to pivot really early in the morning.. without the benefit of coffee or anything like that.. I actually managed to have thoughts that were positive!! and especially about me.. I actually managed to feel good about me and I liked it... I rendezvoued with really beautiful things, including a lovely song... and a nice gentleman who could not get his eyes off me... and he said so, he said, " I like looking at you!" When I asked what was up... then the gate was up so it was easy to cross, then the birds then the squirrel!! Ah... perfect... I have discovered that somethings are growing... my things are growing!! Happy New Year!! Much love to you!!

... the day is cold I have no warm clothes so this means that I have a hot water day ahead of me.. I just discovered a T-shirt that is perfect for me for my current situation, i.e.  lack of sleeping shirts... I also like that Jimmy called, I like that especially that I had finished cleaning up on his subject and thought it went okay, I thought it went ok, and I like that he said that he loved me, I like that he sounded serious, like he missed me, I love that it is tagging my heart.... I like that I had saved vids in a good order... sort of surprised that I did... :-)... I also that I have 55 and 111 and 22 all on my email!...I got a sweet.. I am doing SOMETHING right!!

... I got to work early... earlier than most, my work was already done, just a few finishing touches.. discovered that Jimmy called and I like that I didn't talk to him when I was out of whack... also I had been wanting to finish paying a certain loan and I needed transport and someone offered early in the morning...I like that I have paid rent, and electricity and credit card, I also like that I haven't used my card this month so far, I like that  I am feeling this good... I like that I am listening to this delightful Utube vids for Abraham on work.. I like that I set them to begin with... I had a thing, and I think that maybe I have sorted it out a little.  I was not able to live the day I wanted but I am coming closer and I know it only gets better...

... a beautiful song from long ago by a surprising band! And even mores surprising is that they have lots and lots of great music... I am loving this discovery... I love my loves... (currently music!!). I intended on purpose and a meeting with a nice person went very extremely well. I drove safely and it was good

Yesterday I opened a door and in came a rat! I thought it was a cute rat... it had cute parts and I kinder liked the way it moved... I thought it looked cute as it tried to climb my curtains... and honestly I thought that "yes, I would prefer to live with this rat than with my cousin".... anyhoo... Much as is it was cute, I really didn't want to live with this rat... so I requested for assistance and I thought maybe it would be a good idea to make some noise in the room( it was my bedroom)  and open the door and maybe it will leave... then when I went back into the room I happened on " The World is Stone " by Cindy Lauper, and that was soo very cool because it has been like a week since the last time I listened to music that I liked... it was soo great... I tried without success to recapture the moment... but mostly I thankful I had it...

My day today.. I have been making a conscience effort at cleaning up my vibration... and already I can see some results... I opened my email from my phone ( isn't it great that I can do that!!) and discovered that my sister is going to give me about 250 USD for being me!!!! Also I have just learnt of a pay increase I am getting... I have not yet seen OOC today but that is really cool... I will see him and it will be soo very great!!! I think I will go and meditate a little... so that my afternoon is good, also we were given a long lunch break which is also really cool, also I am back to meditating... also today is my birthday in Abraham land...   10 Dec 2010 This is another money day for me!! I am also discovering something interesting about vortex smiles...   This morning sort of hypothetically borrowed money from someone in the office and within seconds she gave it to me.. Wow!! Later she gave me biscuits....   Let me start with this morning...   Woke up had a glass of jui...

My Aloe... after many months.. is GROWING!!!! I am also quite surprised that things in my life are growing.. I have a blog that I don't update and which has really many hits! And the money is also going up!! Super ... my money is also going up.. by much... and esp with me doing nothing...I am listening to a free CD! Also I was supposed to do 2 trainings that I was supposed to have this year for work.. and I discovered that I had! Also the   loan I applied for... the one I was worried about.. is coming through...

...I am having a good day... that things are working my way... I am feeling okay about people who irritate the crap out of me...this morning..  I also like that the time spent with OOC was great!! (he is in the whole week, too!!) I am also learning really pertinent stuff... very pertinent..

Soo today is the beginning of the ending of a relationship with Peter... which is making me feel really depressed... but it is good to know exactly where I am in that thing that is happening.. so I can say, I am happy that I have all these things to do, also on the good side,  I had a bird come and say 'halo' a few minutes ago which is really good, I still have my plans... Also this morning I was sweating buckets.. and I am thinking that yes I did want to sweat more, because of the salt I take.. you know so that I reduce the amount of sodium in my body, cause well water doesn't help... so of late for no apparent reason, I have been sweating a whole lot... so now this morning I came up with a plan... I will be keeping water in cold places so that I have access to them during bucket sweating seasons.. and so I decided to concentrate my water drinking to freezing cold and guess what, I was freezing for a bit there.. .so now I am back to drinking hot water to warm me a bit.. .a...

OOC just called to let me know that he was thinking of me... that was super... I like that all this is coming together... I like that I am getting to the adoration of me... I have found  a blue ball pen... also I like that I got so many pictures today of soo much food, also I rediscovered pictures I had long forgotten that I had saved, but it is good, also, let us start with yesterday... Yesterday morning, discovered that Peter had called... I wondered when he would, then OOC called, hospital was easy and cheap... was able to pay for electricity and rent.. which is very very cool, and also it was easy... oooh I had forgotten something really cool, there was this dude I used to be really into who works at some supermarket.. and it is nice that he gets ... still.... all disorganised whenever he sees me...nice still... then when I was going home I started seeing all these signs that I would see Peter... I turn a corner and a car just like his is taking the corner.. I think about him a...

I tried to be good today, to do all my processes and be a good girl this morning... and I am barely surviving, barely surviving.. but according to Abraham I am doing much better than I am thinking... This morning first person from the office I saw was OOC... which is always an indication that life is getting better.. then I thought that there were 3 issues that were pending that I had not taken care off, which made me a bad worker, then I discovered that all three were self solving and I had already done my best anyway... though honestly I don't yet feel good, also there was something I was very worried about and it worked out.... and OOC is being really nice so life has to be good... I am also discovering something interesting.. my former boss is a bit a nervous person and dealing with him is weird, and I am very grateful that he never had me deal with him... he always had other people deal with him... isn't that perfect... also I should immediately find a way to feel better....

This day has turned out okay after all, it is actually fast paced and exciting... and it looks like I will finish everything today manage the day off tomorrow

my first actual manifestation of today is that  I really didn't want to work during the Christmas period but I wanted to save them for next year. So I was informed that I MUST take leave in December because when the new boss arrives it will be impossible for me to take the days anyway!! so now from 23rd December I can plan my vegetating!!! I also learnt some important facts about leave that had been sort of misrepresented to me earlier in the year... which is seriously cool, also I have been added some responsibility... I am also going for a meeting.. outside the office... something I have been wanting for a really long time.. I am sort of already manifesting some anger manifestations.  I am listening to Abraham... Abraham.. .which is very super..Also I am having to stay at work for some urgent work so I guess now I have to stay in the office and listen to Abraham

.....I am already having a nice morning.. I like that I am having a nice morning, I like that things are working out for me, I like that I am feeling smaller (in size) and I am appreciating my Jimmy, he is really great! I like that where I am is where I am, I appreciate so greatly that he greatly resembles my husband in so many ways, I also appreciate the great contrast of this past weekend.. it feels wonderful to feel okay about it, and also that more wonderful feelings about it are on the way, I like that I am feeling soo much better, and I like that things are so clear to me, and also that things are growing for me...

... I have so far.. received 2 invitations both of which sound fun  and both of which are free for me.. and also something interesting... maybe there was an offer or something but I loading talking time for KES 500 and the result is KES 1000 on my phone, and after a few calls it is a little more... KES1029! I know it could be a promotion but it is a good feeling... things are coming to me really easily.. much easier than before.. I am remembering things that I am supposed to do, and it is fine... I like that I am very hydrated at the moment. I like that there is very much water available here and hence I can keep me hydrated the whole day.. had to leave to run an errand and managed quickly and easily...

.... I got the details of the bash of my my Ex-Almost...

... I just smelt fresh vodka in the breath of a workmate!!! I feel sooo much better about life right now... also I am listening to nice music that is making me feel better... rap from when I could appreciate it... Also let me mention this morning's adventures... in the morning at home there was a black out before I could shower and iron... so I thought about it an decided to shower and iron in the office so I carried my rose and brought my stuff and managed to get that thing I needed to get rid of, and got rid of it... also interesting thing is that the person with the privacy... you know the shower and elec and stuff, is away for the week so that was easy.. then later the person I share the office with was late.. so no one really found out... Lunch was cool... also something interesting.. I had been 'told' to pack food for my boyfriend and instead packed food for me and when we met in the morning he asked me for it (the food that is) I am teaching again... my favorite st...

I decided that I wanted to feel better about my relationship with my boyfriend, and right now at this second I do.. I do feel soo much better... I like that right now I am feeling this good... I like feeling this good... I saw an eagle at rest.. that was very perfect!!! Also I bought a beautiful succulent plant and the most beautiful flower on earth.. also I got quickly and easily a rose for the office. I got food at a discount, also, boyfriend borrowed car, and money... gave me back more money than I lent and fuelled car!! Interesting also last night, I had an intention I like that I am feeling so much better about money... already... Finally some relief... I am listening to some nice music...

.... I like that I was feeling soo great interaction with my boyfriend was great!! I like that I had a very very good reason to send OOC an sms and that was really cool, I like that the other coffee drinkers in the office are not in and so even though I didn't take coffee this morning I still have the adequate amount of coffee in my system, I like that I was really hungry and I felt that all was well and as a result I found some instant noodles on my desk so I have food!! I like that I have something to sell, and I like that it is here so I can get all the details. I like that tomorrow is a holiday for me so I can put the ad up, I like that I had more phone credit than I thought I had, I like that I am listening to Abraham, I like that there are many things to appreciate, I like where I am right now and I like that it is fine. I like that I have been receiving more hits on this page than before, I like that my dominant vibration on my boyfriend is not insecurity, I like that there...

..feeling really good, what is happening.. remembering the funky little Tigger and C+C Music Factory... I might go to Naivasha... la la la la la la, my young friend... my young friend who I was doing a favour and this was a long term favour and she told me that now her sister will be doing her this favour... and this is really great cause I have been wanting to stop doing her this favour... SUPER!!! Very very super! BTW here is the French version of my favorite song... C'est merveilleux d'être un tigre Car les tigres sont merveilleux Leur queue est très élastigre Leur corps est monté sur ressort Ils sautent, ils dansent, ils tournent en rond Et ron ron ron ron ron ! Les tigres sont des animaux merveilleux et donc je suis merveilleux Les tigres sont romantigres Ils ont le coeur plein de miel Si les jaloux les critigrent ????????????????? Oui c'est merveilleux d'être un tigre Car les tigres sont de gros chats De gentils minets sympatigres Qui vous s...