Ten Thousand Buttons

.... I am having a weird day.. sooo many 070s today 070 is another of my  Jimmy symbols... so far today 4 cars all with 070 I am trying to ignore the red feilders... and this morning I received this pic that I have been thinking a whole lot about.. remembering how this bird made me so happy and guess what it is photo no DCSF0070!! I talked to him this morning... :-)  It all means nothing, I know but I wonder where all this is going... I managed to avoid someone I didn't want to see. .now I am enjoying a cupa curry soup... which is being  very sweet to me right now.. also I walked  and as I was walking I saw a squirrel  walk on a power wire... and it did really slowly kept stopping and I was very happy to see it, then a bird that I saw for the first time yesterday  and I saw it again today and was quite happy... Then I got back and saw that Jimmy had called ... the talk went well, and he asked me to call him after work... when  I was soothing myself...

..... I am feeling good... I am finally feeling good and is very good... I have been waiting far too long... far too long... I managed to get power yesterday... and that in itself was a miracle, un coup de miracle..... I just came from applying for the loan and it is my hope that will turn out well.. it is my hope that it will be well... my old boss is asking me for work... Loving that what I am experiencing now is past tense... :-)... now I can create the future... in a couple of days we will be moving offices.... and in like 4 days I may paint my house and I had considered that I may need some old newspapers to do this.. I don't read newspapers.... but now that we are moving and need to get rid of very many things including a lot of old paper...... now I have possibly all the old paper I require!

I kept having all these signs that  Jimmy is somewhere in my universe... you know the first mat I saw in the morning had plates 070S ...among others... I kept wondering cause yesterday evening... the whole evening was about the Jimmy plates.. then this school bus.. Jimsy School bus... anyway he called and he again asked to meet... I am listening to Abraham on fear... which is helping... also I think I have found that bird I saw in Mombasa... I have been looking for it for a second there I began to think it didn't exist... it is not exactly this but close enough :-) Also something interesting... I thought I was working on Jimmy and it turns out he is working on me!! Interesting... I was wondering why he was so happy to get me back.. Might get to carry some wine home and at this second, that makes me happy

Today I am getting viewed in exactly 111 countries!!! Yay!!! I like that I am feeling this good.. I am grateful for Patrick and I am grateful for Jimmy for teaching me love... thank you! I am grateful for my Inner Being... He is the bestest... Also yesterday after I left early... I went to see Patrick as has been the usual of late, he was being super nice... loved that... also I went to the tooth place to get a plate replacement and there is something about him that sent me straight to my vortex.. he was precious... also I discovered that people are actually searching for my jobs page by name... as in they go to google and search for the name of my site! very very cool Also shock me a little, Jimmy called... I kept seeing signs of him everywhere this morning.. you know cars with 070... red Feilders ... At this second.. .my pageviews for the month are 4,440!! Guess what else is happening in my life right now... the other day a friend of mine asked me to post an opening... and I se...

One of the first things I heard this morning is that I am very pretty! Also I discovered that my body is like .0001 percent smaller than it was yesterday... Also I found a beautiful red leaf (my pic for today) and it is sort reminding of the well being of the Universe.. I am actually enjoying my slimmly meal... which is really cool.... I am happy that I am sort of back into my slimly ways... I am enjoying beautiful music.. I did something nice for someone, I am hoping to come to a place where I don't care whether they appreciate it or not. I just saw something sweet and funny.. it is 14:44... also I took the  photo of the red magic leaf but was not able to upload it. I have to sign off now... this window is slowing down my work... tomorrow! Mwah

Caveat Emptor This is from the 10th... I forgot to post.. I was in a run for Mombasa!!!! I woke up and decided I wasn't going to iron after all, got dress that doesn't require ironing... managed not see cleaning lady (was in a weird mood so would have been catty to her) which was nice, then got a matt, but didn't take it cause I felt the money they were charging was much... got another one, better sitting place at less money... got 2 samosas like I had wanted to all week.. got a mat... got to work.. the place I was going to stay at in Mombasa turned out to be soo expensive...  so I called someone who helped me with the number of the lady who owns this place (check link)  http://www.mikaye.com/  and guess what she has room available.. I was asked to send some money and it was the exact amount I had on me... woo hoo!!!. a little more expensive than I wanted but it is cool.. it is really near to what I wanted and it where I wanted and the food there is amazing... AMAZIN...

I might have discovered that someone is promoting my site which is good for me. Also I have a new liker at the Facebook page, also I got information that someone takes my page seriously, which is the only thing in this world that anyone takes me seriously about, which is sort of nice... Also I have been having teeth issues, and I trusted my Inner Being to give me as solution and it did, the solution is soo amazing easy... really very easy... Also I have have been ' seeing ' Jimmy everywhere again.. I remember that I had been seeing him everywhere for a while then he came back... ( did I tell you we sort of got back together and he has been really super) people with the name Jimmy, red Toyota Feilders ( like this one)  ( I saw  3 this morning) even with the same number plates, as his, and even his phone number on other plates... also I saw and touched and fed a giraffe like I have been wanting to for a few months... then I managed to solve the 3rd week of this month which was g...

.... or rather continuing to happen... there is this thing I have been working on, I was asked to get someone to attend a meeting, and so I had to send the names, and on the day I was supposed to, I had no response, and was about to say that I had no one, then guess what I didn't feel like doing it on the day decided I would do it the next day... the next day I got a person to attend, then a day later they say that finally they don't have money, and for some reason I cannot bring me to relay this info to the participant, and this morning, they have replied again to say that they maybe able to source some money! Woo hoo!!  Also did I tell you I saw the cutest cats some time back... really cute and tiny and pretty, I think I am ready for a cat. very ready. Also on the money front, I think with this deal, I will be able to buy the chairs, I am going for a meeting away from Nairobi, and I think I will be able to get the furniture, you know one 3 seater and 1 really large one seat...

.... this morning... the page view on my jobs blog are sooo many today AND at this second they are 111!!! very happy... I have reached 3,500 like I have been wanting... I have been wanting to make things better with Jimmy things have been screwey... and I have been trying and trying and trying and things have not been great... and this morning as I was walking to work, my Inner Being kept telling me to call him.. .over and over and over.. and I kept resisting.. I felt it was such a bad ideas cause I was feeling soo powerless, so eventually I did and he didn't pick... which was cool cause I just wanted at the time a refund then I tell that it is okay if we break up... blah, blah.. then I felt really terrible.. then I started to soothe me... and told me that maybe he was still asleep... then I reminded myself about the well-being of the universe, and soothed and soothed, and as I was reaching into my purse to get fare, I noticed a missed call, I din't check who it was I figured i...

..... my monthly page views is exactly 3,333!! :-) isn't that a wonderful beginning to a morning...  Also I am feeling  good, very good... I spent the night awake but meditating... so I managed to feel better about me, also I was thinking about this and discovered that I have 2 times the exact guy that I wanted... it got proved to me yesterday by Jimmy, he was making noise at me for something... and I realised that he was exactly what I had asked for... I never saw it, I am also starting to see it with Patrick, really he was exactly what I asked for... which is why it worked, which is why it worked for a very long time... also which is why Jimmy is working even though it should not have been working... I have ordered the meditation CD and something on the Economy from Abraham Hicks... liking that... AND I have empty CDs and one other that I can delete and re-record.... so I can have the things I wanted...Also I have been feeling really powerless about the whole Jimmy...

.... Things that are of this morning... I found that I have a new person who has liked my Jobs page on youtube, my average for the last month is 100 pageviews per day, and I remember looking at the stats on Saturday and thought that you know, getting clicks, is not that important, I can find a way to receive money from that site, regardless, it can still work... all this can still work... and at this second, in the last 30 days, my average is more than 100 page views per day... also interestingly, the Abe quotes page is also getting more hit... many more hits, which is really good, I also tried out an idea for advertising and it was really successful, very expensive, but really successful... and that was really cool... I also have other ideas and I  KNOW  it will do well! All this is well, my boss.. you know who will be away for nearly 2 weeks... I wonder who created that... also I thought a few weeks ago that I wanted to go out more... you know spend less time alo...

... I got really high numbers of hits in the jobs page... but in all fairness  I cheated.. I did some paid advertising... so well... but it is really good, also yesterday night I dreamed that the pageviews for the past month would grow to 3000 and at this second it is 3001! :-) and the all time figures are coming close to 10,000(just 37 pageviews left) and I have managed to put it some more jobs, Also there was a time sometime back today when  I was really in the vortex... I also found some beautiful materials for curtains... I am moving more towards red, and also I found a place where I can have them done, in town... I like that I got some information about where I can get the film for my windows... Also I should think about mirrors!! Also I am happy that I am here in the street rather than at home, but I love it when I am there also, I am also thinking about how to get more views still, also now I am looking.... Also I like that when I look at the way people are visiting my ...

... I am feeling better about this morning... it didn't start so well but now it is purrrfect!!... I am feeling good again, I wore a suite that my mom bought me some time back, (which didn't fit before) and someone thought that I bought a new suite... so now I am feeling a little better about my money situation... cause to the naked eye, it looks like I am still buying stuff!! Also this morning I wasted sooo much time getting ready, and instead of snooze  off button and stopped knowing how much time I was wasting  time in the end I left the house really late, and guess what, there was absolutely NO traffic AT ALL!!! and transport was cheaper than usual... (really cool) and when I got off at the hill, OOC was there to give me a lift.... also I managed through processes to pivot... then discovered that though I didn't promote my page so much yesterday I still managed 207 page views... Also I was supposed to contribute to the "tea" today and I was feeling the pinch, ...

on this day, things have started well, I got a reply from Google on how to solve my  issue with the jobs page... so now it seems to be work, also there is a company that I have shares in that had a whole lot of debt and was removed from the stock market.... .guess what... Tuesday evening after my drinks with the friends, I received a message that they are back!! which means that I have money again.. I am feeling good again... I am feeling better.. and I am feeling good again... I am feeling good again... my heart is singing... I walked today and it was alright... I saw my car yesterday the Mini Cooper... black... it wasn't a convertible but it was a beautiful. At this second I am learning exactly why I was requested to be doing the jobs page thingi away from work!! he he.. I am really enjoying the return of my stocks! I am soo enjoying the return of my stocks in the market... in fact the loan I wanted to take... I am also looking at the stocks and they look sooo good!

..... well things are going well, really well, I am feeling good at this second... I have a sign which means Jimmy red Toyota Feilders, I couldn't see them to save my life and today I am getting miss directed in direction so that I see them, I must have seen like 7 in just 30 minutes... that is many right?... anyhoo, also I bought a sausage and the kindly guy who was serving added a little chips :-), also my sister wrote a nice email, I woke up well, I am here, I got a cute dress, the other one is also cute enough, all this will be well, all this really will be well...I have a new friend in facebook, I am looking nice in this outfit, I got bought for alcohol last night... as wanted, I am going out more often, hits hits hits... and today on this holiday... people are actually visiting my jobs page... I love how it grows from second to second... I have done some good work now, it is time to go home.. I like that this day has been good. I like good days... I also got my toilet seat......

..... I am actually feeling better about being me... also I was right about  yesterday's rally, 226 page views, highest ever on  a single day, and at this second total page views for the sight is 12244! nice, huh! Also yesterday a friend called and I might see her next weekend... only homework... cleaning on my vibration... A friend has just given me a cake for breakfast.... I think that it will be my picture for today, also something that helped my mood much is reading Belana's posting on money... I like how many friends are online today, I like that for the most part the thing that I am enjoying the most is the smell of this cake, not even eating it, just smelling it.. .. and an issue I was following up on doesn't require anymore work... and something weird and interesting... I am more positive when indulging in 'bad' behaviour... drinking alcohol, coffee... I am getting friends on a page that I didn't expect to get friends... it is really cool... sort of like...

..... positively the best day I have had in a while!  Today at the jobs page I discovered a new person has liked the Facebook page... I disappointed my sister but it ended up good, Jimmy was by, and it was nice to see him... even nicer that I ' called ' him... also I was thinking about him and I realised that on paper he is everything I had asked for... EVERYTHING... and at this second I am enjoying the joy of " I cannot get it wrong " !!! he he.. also in other news, I have found another house!! Hopefully it will be something I can like... cause I have been wanting to pay rent and being asked not to... and for some reason today there is a rally at the jobs page, at this second the numbers are much higher than they usually are! Which is really super... Something quite amazing is happening to me at this second.... my lovely colleague is telling me to do what it is that I have been wanting to do... which so really very true Also when I am feeling good, my life is goo...

... I am soo behind in all things... all things... I have some photos that I want to post here but I am not seeing time... Also yesterday I had thought... things are working out... I have enough posts for my jobs site, which is really very cool, also yesterday in fact 3 days ago, I woke up from a dream and got this message to call Jimmy, and it was Wednesday really early in the morning.. like 3 am... and it said, to call Jimmy tomorrow, and  by that, they meant Thursday! Then yesterday came and for the life of me I didn't want to call, but it was on my mind.... so later.. I got the message to only call when I felt good... later after a beer (or 2) I got this urgent call to call him now!!! And I did, and we talked about nothing really and guess what so far today he has called me twice.. after not calling for nearly 3 weeks... so I guess the message was true...  Now I am wondering about all those messages I have been receiving and not paying attention!! Now these ar...

... I saw my dream car in this shape. There it was in front of me, I forgot to mention yesterday, I think it is the reason why I followed the route I followed yesterday, to see this car, and then I saw it again in a programme in the evening, it was also read but a convertible. Also, I have been wanting for the longest time to do something else... many other things for a living and lately I have been trying my jobs page, cause it is sort of fun and it has been becoming successful for me, but yesterday I was feeling particularly discouraged and bored by all of it, and I tried cleaning up on the issue.. I am actually feeling really good about it, really good. I even posted somethings in it this morning and it was okay. Really okay maybe even fun.  I am feeling like I can do this. I can really do this...I really want to do this. Also today... is  the first time in a while, 3 or so weeks that I have more money than  I need. I actually have literally more money than I need....

.... I have woken up feeling good.... I mean really good.. I love this feeling... it is a really good feeling... I can attribute this feeling to a person who caused me to want things again.. also a friend who I lent money over the weekend refunded yesterday night!! So now I have enough money for the today and tomorrow! and now it is 11:55am!! or well it was 3 minutes ago, I am also remembering one day, I wanted to get me a drink and at the same time I was thinking of Jimmy and I agonized so much cause I didn't have enough money for the two, either me or him! I thought about it for a really long time, then eventually decided to buy mine instead of his, and in the end it worked out, so very well for me, I think he didn't show up or something... Also one of my toilet mates is not in so I might get some meditation time... Also yesterday I was thinking about Johnny Bravo, and just now I have seen that someone on my Facebook home page has JB as their profile picture...  Also ...