Ten Thousand Buttons

... Well let me start with the weekend, I have been imagining myself having a laptop for work.. .you know my money work, and I had been picturing without the intention, a laptop with a mouse and really fast internet and guess what, boyfriend brought his laptop over to my place to test his internet.. and there I was, with a laptop and mouse, with internet!!!! then had wonderful movie times... with the HUGE screen TV and the surprise DVD player, a wonderful guy... (much more wonderful than I think)  Also I have been feeling myself sliding out of the vortex so I meditated before I slept, then again when I woke up. As I was getting ready I felt me sluggish and lazy and could not get me to do the things I had to do to get ready, and guess what, when I got to the stage the office van was there!!! I was even able to get love and faith into my veins...because of traffic jam!! Really loved that! Then  I wanted to buy breakfast and I thought  I had some coins, then I chec...

... I had no electricity in the morning but I found a trouser that was already ironed and one that fits well, also I got a top that can pass without ironing, and a nice sweater which I ironed with a sufuria... :-) then I managed to really release and be happy... also I heard beautiful beautiful music in the mat that made me cry... then someone won money... also I can focus on beautiful birds.. also it was easy.. also got to the office.. then discovered that I just got some money.. I just got some money and now I am at 40k! only 20 to go... loves it... Also this way too good looking guy that I facebook friended said "yes" and he is pure... he is gorgeous and pure.. PEREFECT.. You will not believe this, I have just realised that all my bosses are not in... at 17 minutes to go.. .got to go home... not feeling well...

... someone I was to give money was giving me lip so now I cut the amount of money I gave her!! which means more money to me! also got some money by work...  and other by Source... (loved the Source source)..  Jimmy called and casually asked for the car.. no manipulation and I just said "okay"  he came by later and we had a great time... easy.. so unusually easy.. of course I had spent sometime meditating before... also I am loving my mom! I am loving my neighbour... I don't mind also that they are complaining a whole lot... something interesting about the Jimmy visit, I kept following him around places... and he was sooo great! Guess what I am at 444 in the jobs site!!!!! Also this afternoon I have had a most delicious conversation with someone who I find delectable. It was a little as thought he was really pumping me for info, and he has been observing me! :-)... knows my car plates.. I liked how we can talk easily... so very easily... he remembers things that ...

.... I post happy things on the abeforum  and people comment, with nice comments... I also like it when I can thank God for things, I also like that yesterday  Jimmy wanted to visit, and for the life of me I could not get into the programme with that, but I said,  "Cool, see you there" then I went home did some meditation and some  releasing and after that I didn't really  mind whether or not he came by. Then he called at about 7.30pm. Then at 9.30pm I called him to wish him goodnight and he said he wasn't coming after all! Yesterday I met someone who helped me to further realise my issue with this job... the lack of structure, the way there are many ways things can work.... and also this morning I was realising that ECF can work... it is possible for me to do this... I can do this, it is possible for me to do this.... Also my boss is going away from now... till next week... from this second till next week.. away from the office that is.... give me some time...

... I have learnt more specifically that if I change my thinking then things changed... I have seen this literally... this past weekend I was stressing about Jimmy not calling me and I very fakely managed to find very little relief and guess what seconds later, he called... I like that my vibration doesn't have to be super clean for me to get things out of it... Today I get to leave early... ish, my boss is going to be away at home time so I am free to leave early... Good news, someone new likes my post... hopefully they can extend it to my page...  I wanted a new friend and now I have one!! Aslo did  I tell  you  I have made one shilling today on my money site? :-).. I love that  everyone is being really nice to me.. I listening to the mostest, Anita Baker!

Two people are talking about me!!!!!  I hope that they are saying good things!! And I am really getting many many hits... many more than yesterday... so hopefully there will be more today... much more than yesterday, I am going home right now... or well soon...

I got to work on time...and found something okay to eat.. I have found some new things to listen to, I managed to not only do a process but also post something on my jobs site... and I am setting goals for me... woo hoo! I also managed to talk well to my Mom, and she said that I was full of shit.. which is cool, I got to have lunch alone.. and I read good news that made me feel better, also, I have been thinking about increasing the average number of page views from 65 of last month by 4 to 260 per day... and so far this month I am doing 25 per day which should give me quite the workout!   Also I had been afraid that

... trying to feel good about my troubles... I understand that they get me closer to God so... thank you... also my boss is away so I can breathe or something like that, also boyfriend is being nice which is nice... also got free lunch, also might get free phone, also half awake... also got 50.00 telephone credit from Jimmy... interesting surprise... very nice.. and also I discovered that  I made .03USD from the card people... which is of course nice.. also so far this month I have made more USD than I made the whole of last month on the job site... I actually feel okay.. I like that ..

... I have found something actually funny... it is ha ha funny... and it is also sweet and romantic and interesting story line... you know the type that I like.. you know... and this morning there was truly cute guy at the coffee station.. I mean hot... nice!! So he saw me and was staring... and I flashed him this really huge smile!! and he responded nicely and I really enjoyed that... also I just discovered that I made some money on my site... also a song I was looking for came to me... also I just made some more money on the money site... Kshs 6.60.. I am have just discovered that I have a problem, and a solution! Time now for home!!

.... this morning... first I managed to pivot, then I found ironed clothes, then I got the office van... then I got all the documents that the boss wanted, then I got bought for breakfast... also I might be able to have a nicey evening... also.. also I have been getting me to tell me stories... many many stories.also

..... I am manifesting bad things after having a bad morning... I actually manifested something bad, really bad, job threatening bad, but if that is it then all will be well... also I have just learnt that someone I thought would be a problem for me in my work life is going away for a very long time... so that will be alright... went for lunch and it was free... also I have many plans for lunch... also I made .01 € which is absolutely perfect... Also my dream coming true in the life of someone else.. she is taking at least 6 months off.... at least.... it is something that I want... very much... also someone else won a truck... she will sell it and buy a car... perfect.. I want that... Also I had this box of chocolate that I had to distribute and I didn't want to... did nothing for a few days and a nice, chocolate crazy lady offered to ... and now it is done... also, so far I have received back 2 blocks!! :-) Also I am discovering that I have all these photos to love that I h...

I have been quite busy and guess what there is just 14 minutes to home time!! Very happy about that... and also I received nice review on the abesite which is always welcome, and at 5.34, I have been given work by my boss soooo.... yeeesss... MONEY!!!

..... at around midnight I got a call from Jimmy.... he was coming over...  I thought about hating the idea and finally let everything go, and went back to sleep. I was afraid it would be one of those times the meetings would be really bad and they turned out okay, really okay, we slept, mostly well anyway...and in the morning and I felt good, even about him.. I felt good... I had issues but I was able to say "thank you"  I even made him breakfast before I left.. only now I wish I had made more egg.. but it was easy, it was a nice easy morning... I walked a little which also made me feel good, which was super.. also something odd and weird, I cleaned up the house last night, for reasons really I didn't understand :-).... I guess I was waiting for him... also I saw sooo many red fielders and 070s and tried to soothe me there.... didn't manage, but all things turned out okay, he came over, it was super easy, I let him be... things are alright... Then today I asked a q...

.... I finally figure out what is ailing me, which is good, cause now I can go on the mend!! Finally I feel as though I can work for the first time in days... Also something good... Also good, I can take a nap now, for just a few minutes to enable me wake up and work! Also there was a letter I was having such trouble writing a letter, and now I have discovered that I don't have to after all!! It was written some time ago and sent... all I have to do now is follow-up!! wonderful life I think... as is becoming my usual, I got bought for lunch.which means that I definitely have to buy my lunch tomorrow... also I managed to feel better about something, Jimmy to be specific, and I am not yet there but.. I am on the way... Also something I was working on, I don't have to work on any more!! Also I wanted to watch True Blood, never have had the motivation to buy it, and I went to say ' halo ' and he had it on his desk and guess what he has given it to me to watch!! Very excited...

.... I am discovering .... also this morning I found out that I had some many clicks... and some money which is always nice... and something nice and interesting... also in the morning.. I wanted my car, and it was super dupa easy to get... also there is sort of pretty guy who I might like... and he was the very first person I saw today... Also just realising that this is one of things I am very grateful for is that my boss is away and I am having an way off day... also that is why I was away on Friday.. For about 30 minutes in the height of my lateness this morning.. none of the bosses were in... also I like very much that I am feeling much better today, also I like that soon I have the opportunity to nap a little, also the big thing, the very big thing this morning is that I made a mistake, a big mistake, involving government and I was freaking.. kept waking up and thinking about it.... then I meditated on it and started to believe that it would be alright... then this morning I ca...

I slept at 2.00am... woke up at around 5 then  went back to sleep and woke up again at 6.25am.. hence.. I am very very sleepy... I took sometime off to sleep and was very very happy that my direct boss is not here so no one will really notice that  I am not operating on full mast... also I imagined that Jimmy would give me some money and he did... he he, not much but it is the first time any such thing has happened in soo very long.. the fat none good looking guy who is making me excited, just said " hallo" also I got a free lunch, also a new person likes my page at the facebook... :-) ... yesterday there was this big boss in the office, and he was talking and I kept webbing in and out of that speech.. but I kept also looking positive aspects and it ended up fun.

... already had interactions with someone I like... also the world doesn't revolve around me!! Also now that I have money I can maybe buy some things from Abraham, also, last evening.. an extra click or something... I saw a perfect version of my mini yesterday... perfect miniature trees... oranges... also, I have just discovered a very beautiful bird.. Turaco... I wonder if that is the bird I saw some time back.. really beautiful...also next week, the whole week... the boss will be away... :-).. This morning I had the most difficult time waking up... by 7.00am I wasn't out of bed, it was okay, my boss will not be in the office most of the day, so no one would notice... mostly... but I still wanted to get to work on time.. then someone called me.. I had not given them information that I was supposed to....so I had to wake up and patiently give them the information... ie I was awake and ready to get to work... Also, I have been milking the birthday money from Olga... also I l...

First of all today is my birthday so, happy Monday and birthday to me... also that guy I have a crush on... well he was among the first to wish me a good birthday!! I am very happy... I like him very much... Very much.. he is tweeking my vortexy feelings! I like that sexy people who  I like are wishing me a good day....at this second... I like that work is little and I can listen to Abraham, also I saw that dream car of mine... and today it looked particularly beautiful.... Also I went to repay my loan and was informed that it was less than I imagined... which was nice... I am now feeling inspired to pay some more into it so that it is again less... :-).. Also my sister has re-offered me money... remember the money in her account.. which is perfect cause I really thought that the next few weeks would be filled with starvation and suffering... but maybe it will be alright! My boss is leaving early.... soooo so can I!!!

I woke up feeling love.... that has not happened in sooo long!!! so long!! I love it... even when I think of Jimmy in little love... also this morning my breakfast was paid for ... which was really cool... also  I was noting that the last 3 or 4 months after relaxing and wanting, I have been managing to earn extra money of 1/3 of my regular pay!!! woo hoo!!Also that guy I like, did that thing I like... :-)... also some time ago, I started getting happy about work... I mean really getting happy about work, and now I am really happy, really happy.. and I have a lovely vortexy boss... and I am feeling soo much better about Jimmy so much better and interactions with him  are interesting.. yesterday very nice, very very nice... also someone liked my manifestation.. I really didn't expect it and it was really nice..also more money in the ECF!!! loves it!

Today I talked to Jimmy and it was good. It was really good. It was fun, sexy, all the things I have been wanting... nice...car had enough fuel to get me to work.. work day has been good now I am off to sleep!