Ten Thousand Buttons

... this evening... for food!! I already have the baby bok choy, and fried rice and chinese pepper steak... that is it, it is also almost time to go home.. found some ingredients I may need, and they are not as expensive as I thought.. it is 6 minutes to home time and my holiday is officially over...

... I checked the new site and  there were 2 pageviews!!! :-) very happy, also I am ooh.. thank you for indulging me dear!

... yesterday I was looking for jobs, and couldn't find any, today, my email is  awash with jobs, even from job!!!!  and also (aldo) I have found the place from which I can work today.. also...  I am over 1,000 pageviews ( officially) in the new jobs page.. It is time to go home.. it has been a wonderful day.. I am cleaning up... I am feeling really good and now it is time to go home!

.... sooo wonderful this morning... I woke up, and had issues but by morning I was feeling fantastic about that... and I am loving it, also I started saying " thank you " first thing!!! and since I have been feeling really good, I have food and coffee and things, and guess what, all my work " neighbours " are away so guess what I will be doing all day... watching real Abraham at work!! also this morning on my way to work, I borrowed money from Cyrile ( which is a story for  a different sentence...) and in the matt,(BTW I took a 070) I gave them 100KES and they asked me if I had 10KES and I am wondering if they want to charge me 30 (and I wanted to complain but I changed my mind... and guess what?!! he gave me back change for 90KES!!!!!!!!!!! I paid for the first time in 2 months 10 shillings... I also I have been feeling quite good, also I have been noticing that ever since I gave up the girl, that I am doing more work.. I am doing more work, and I am feeling better...

.... applied my secret way to the new site and it is already going well, and I am lovin it!! I love how from day to day there are many changes, I love how easily the new site has changed and how everything now is just easier..and for once.. WORKING!!!! I even have made some KES5.05!!!! Thank you very much, Father... also yesterday, that thing that I wanted happened, after I let it go, and made arrangements to live without... also today Cyrile offered me the car!! :-) also, I really really believe that I will NOT earn overtime!! Maybe :-(, I am actually enjoying just the posting.. not just looking at the stats, (which by the way is beginning to stress me...) but just the posting... but all these things they are so much fun and I am discovering mystery, secret jobs.. I am praying that I can leave NOW!!!!  

.... I have been having issues with Cyrile of late and I have been wanting him very much to 'go away!!!!!!'... guess what yesterday he told me that he was going away for work for 2 days! he he he he, I  am feeling clear about the things I want to do, and I no longer feel afraid.. I have a new youtube digest... that makes me feel happy! Also getting where I am wrong, oh sooo wrong... I also discovering how successful she really is.. and it is sort of cool!!! I even got another job that I was looking for... and finally... hits... also I got a chance to get that thing I wanted... and said 'no' also the person I have been wanting to avoid, was not in today  :-).. as has been the usual for a bit, I have been having trouble with Cyrile, and something that helped was a focus wheel... of all things..

... what.... someone sent me an application for one of the jobs I posted... he he he, wrong.. but that means that someone is looking at the adverts.. :-) I managed again, to do the focus wheel, BOPA and RoA!! and I am feeling better.... aussi... I am earning legit overtime!!!! Also it is confirmed, I am not paying elec this month! So... now have now things to do during weekends... when I am not sleeping... yeah that is it.

... getting money... much money from my job sight... much more than any normal time!! so much so I am feeling guilty... but now I know it is time, I also avoided someone I really wanted to avoid and now for the first time in a really long time I am going to do a process... to soothe me.. and I have time and space!!! I managed!!! I managed to get my vibration cleaned up a little I did a process..... AND I am feeling wonderful!!!!!!!   I am making more and more money!! AND I am having the wildest time listening to Abraham!!! What a day!!!! did I tell you I have finally... time and money.... fortuitousness.. got to me in a way that makes me laugh, but still I have it... and I tried to give it to someone who refused it!!! 2 people actually.. I can do this... I can actually do this...

.. I wish to list my achievements this morning.  Well I had something to organise fairly quickly and I in the morning and at the same time I had to attend a training... so you know what happened we couldn't go on with the training cause the website would not load, and we were asked to take a break.. in the end it was moved to Wednesday, and I had a little time to quickly organise the thing I had to... also I have had a click this morning, and it seems I also got some more clicks last week, so that is succeeding which is great!! It looks like this might work... this might work.. I only spent 2K this past weekend.. which is perfect.. also I am thinking that, again it has come to me, I know ... also I am feeling more confident about these things that I want... AND I can take 30 days off, I have enough money (cash money) for 2 months.. that is 3 months.. I can actually take 3 months off and work on these things I think are soo great... also the furniture I have at home.. I remember tha...

... that I have a break!!! there is this thing that has been stressing me and I have  just discovered that the 1st meeting I have to set is for Wednesday, not Monday as I had thought :-)... today I drove to work... just drove to drive... and it was sooo great! Also, again I am getting all this good info on the things that I feel I want to do.. :-)

... it seems to me I got the greatest no of recorded pageviews for a day.... EVER... it didn't translate into money but still EVER!!!! even the new jobs page got soo many hits,....also the old page I changed the settings a little and now it looks quite good, also I have hot water at my disposal, which is quite cool, also money is abounding, also someone yesterday told me how confident  and self-loving sounding I was, and sure about the things that I am ..my car is getting repaired today... I love that I have possibility to repair my car further... also I realised that if Cyrile looses the car, then I get money back (maybe) :-)... this is my year for money back!... also I have been hearing to all these stories of thriving!!!! I managed to get the money in to the FDA...

... where to get traffic, I actually already have a few hits on that my new page... my new old page, I am really feeling like this is really going to work for me, also this very site, after the posts became many then the page views started growing on their own, and it always happens that when I add a new post... so maybe it will be the same with this... also I posted the the job in that market place and I am getting soo  many page views :-)  also something I like about this, is that it is really easy for me, I know where to get the jobs, I know how to post them the way I like, I know how to get one or two extra hits a day, I know how to do it, I really know how to do it, and there ways I can find out all the things I need to find out about  that I currently don't know.. Also I am ridiculously good at getting cool free pens and money for alcohol!! Also I had a very interesting call from someone who wants to make me a millionaire... also was told I can make me int...

It is coming true.. all this is coming true... the money is coming in, and has been for a while  only I have not been noticing. I thought it would come from Cyrile, but it has not been, it is all me.. and it is pouring... :-) also, the money for the fixed deposit is coming soon... ( there was a whole lot of push for the hurrying, and me me I was waiting and now it seems to have been the correct decision), also I have a new funky cup that holds more water, so more hot water for me...I also just found the email address I was looking for... and I have finally started working!!! :-) ... also yesterday, I decided to let go of that desire to be a serogate west African and just cook food that I know... and I did, and it was great!!! (at least I liked it!) also last night was a little fun, just the way I wanted it... also I got really angry at Cyrile today and although it wasn't spiking... you know... I didn't let him know.. even when I said bye, my voice was even was steady, als...

.. I am going to make it be more positive.. also at this second I am feeling so much love and love for the ECF!!! and that it is more successful than ever.. also it is 11th of June and I checked electricity and I owe - 7.43KES!! he he he, also things are great with Cyrile, also I am loving how much love I feel for the things that I want... this thing that I want.. I am grateful  that mid-week will be end of this week.. also did I tell you the amount owed to me by google is €40!! only 30 to go before payment!! also I was having trouble with what to write inside my evaluation and I put it off, and Friday, I found the right everything.. the right everything.. and now all is well, I even remembered today to do all my personal admin stuff, also I have completed all my work for today!! All of my work for today.. and I believe I can go home now... maybe.. :-)

... really near me, lovely birds, big ass birds. (see left :-) I spent sometime there, really enjoying them.  I really loved enjoying the birds.  Also  barely managing .. but all is well..

.. I have been having this quote in my head  You cannot have a happy ending to an unhappy journey. --- Abraham, yesterday.. and guess what it was the quote of the day yesterday!! I have just seen it today... also yesterday I was having a celebitchy morning.. and started getting angry about something, then I realised that I had felt this before, then I started to thank God and a few minutes later I listened to a bit of grid work in Abraham, and I realised all was well, and it ended up quite alright! Guess what I saw today... a chipmunk... I thought I was mistaken but I saw a reddish brown bushy tailed rodent with black and white stripes!! also I have managed to settle my debts, then something that was making me lethargic is not happening any more, also my contract is being renewed, I might get proper car insurance today.... things are better than I think... also I was in the middle of writing and email  pre-answering a query, and I get an email about the same in question form...

There is something I discovered last week, there is someone I have a crush on who visited me last week, and according to the things someone was telling me he has interests in me!!! woo hoo!! It is nice to know... also my Cyrile likes to take care of people... that is his thing he requires to take care of people, he needs  to be needed... just an observation,... then this morning, I came to work feeling really positive an ampt!!! Also this morning I carried food and I didn't know if I would get space inside the small fridge as all the people who use it come to the  office earlier than me... then I checked and it was empty and I didn't have to have the food lopsided....also I managed to meditate, also the afternoon, I was working.. I have actually been working the way I pre-paved... all in all, perfect day.... also I am getting something.. if you want to be caught.. you will be, every time! I can stop looking to catch and those that are trying to hide will find better ways...., ...

.. that I am enjoying my miscellaneous pics and I enjoy that although I thought I had stopped I hadn't and the new ones are just marvellous... like Arunda... also the other day, Sunday, I put on a tight ass sweater and it fit well!! Woot! also I am forgetting to mention, I finally received money for salo, which is great! Also, I finally got money this month from ECF45... € 0.26! And something I was thinking about, this morning on my way here... here, I  had been worrying about Cyrile and his intentions, and I realised it didn't even matter, all I have to do is make a decision and align with it.. and it doesn't even matter what that decision is.. something good for me, Ah... guess what the money is ready!!!

... while I was listening to CD No. 6 of the Sedona Method, I discovered that what I was doing wrong, I was wanting to change things so quickly and so hard, it is time for me to accept things as they are, make peace with where I am.. make peace with where I am, make peace with where I am.. it seems to be thing that is missing in my current programme, also I have been listening to Dolly Parton and Kenny Rogers.. lovely music!! Also just received info about business, helpful, a place to start... also did I tell you, yesterday.. not a drop of alcohol!! also I am feeling particularly in love right now... I am liking that I know so much that, also I wanted to let you know the overtime money for April is coming through in a few days :-), also something I am finding really very exciting, I have discovered a new series!!! It sound so exciting with all the things that I want!! also  I really wanted a soda to go with my free noodles and I remembered that during the change of desks,...

I have just discovered what ails me, and it is not what I imagined... and I have some work to do, also that money is on its fast track to me, and of course it feels like money, which means that I have to thank God!, also I am just remembering many moons  ago, I was collecting pictures and I happened on a picture of banana passion fruit and I spent some time thinking good thoughts about it  and that weekend I happened on the market and there they were, at an affordable price... also the time I started obsessing positively about salmon and that weekend I got a meal just for me, salmon salad!! It was one of the best meals I have ever had,. Also this morning there is thing I am applying for and the whole application process was easy...