Ten Thousand Buttons

... woke up, put water, managed to halfway meditate... (also noticing the odd thing that when I sleep with TV, things go bad, when I sleep with meditation, things improve... ) relations were good, I woke up in the middle of the night and horrific thoughts on  and read Prison to Praise and it really calmed me, even enough to go back to sleep and in the morning things were cool, hits are coming in WITHOUT my help in the jobs page, also I had a delicious 7-10 minutes with this guy from the office who is fast becoming my favorite workmates, it was soo easy and light and fun.. I think he actually likes me.. and on this day when I was looking good!! :-) and the thing that I thought was mandatory and was stresssing me turns out to be optional!!!!! woo hoo and 2 hours overtime!!!!

... I checked from yesterday that I got some money... I even got a new idea on internet that could be useful. also I have lost a little weight... Some old clothes are fitting better... :-)

.. and really it felt like it is all over.. then I talked to him this lunch time and he was nice, for the first time in such a long time.. and I actually have been feeling better so much better, he even sort of apologised to me.. a little ... he even did something for me

.....got it and all bosses are gone so I can go to!! this early!! too!!

... because I think I have escaped something.. anyhoo, I should not have been going there to begin with.. it reminds me of last week... I got lots of money from boyfy, and bought some clothes I look good in.. also I discovered today that he weight I had lost, remain lost, till now... also I have finished writing 2 reports... woo hooo to me!!!

.... surprise for me... yesterday I had a sort of  'vision' about a blue cheese burger.. and guess what Cyrile gave me a K this morning for lunch... so guess what.. my surprise to me is to have the blue cheese burger for lunch!!!!! and it was wonderful... also my jobs page has just earned a little money... though really there was no click.. also jobs again are coming easily and again people are joining my page... which is just perfect!!  also, I have received like 10,000 jobs.. he he he ..and 2hours overtime!! I am on a role!!! might even travel!!

... my jobs page is becoming regular... as in the hits are coming even if I don't advertise or try to get people or hits... :-)... maybe it is time to try a little.... also got some money from Cyrile after seeing sign... then just seen birthday greetings from Abraham-Hicks... also in the midst of doodling I solved a problem I was having... also there are more jobs  that are still valid than I expected... I am even getting  request to post on my page!! :-), also, something nice.. for the first time in a really long while I was smaller.. yesterday, I felt a fatty "stone" in my boob while I slept and today no... also the fitting of the dress I am wearing is soo much better.. also I am feeling like I can walk much faster than before.. and I think I will walk a little.. I like that... also I am finding that the things I have been doing are working... also, I woke up this morning  and instantly started criticizing Cyrile, then for the first time in a very long time I ...

... I got my credit for the month... so now I have some credit... for me!!! also I got a good conversation, also feeling a little better about my life.. I was just thinking about the way everything is shitty, but that is really ok now, I am not feeling great but now  I am feeling better. I am thinking even if my life is about to end, doesn't mean that I have to cry about it. Also things always seemed shitty before with Cyrile but they always have worked out so maybe all will be well.                                                                                                                                          

... at lunch time nothing was working my way cause of many delays... then I discovered that, actually everything was working my way!!:-).. alsi

... I was very very determined to get the eggs for breakfast, then when I got to egg buying place the guy was not there ( first time in 6 months) then I get to office (on time by the way) and still no boiled eggs... then I remembered that I still have the tuna with flavor so a sandwich was an easy answer, also I got a very nice job today!! also, finally my boss is in a big hurry to leave so this means that I can leave at exactly 4.30pm woo hoo!! then I got snacks... I love that!! I might be able to shop early today.. and get dropped home!! woo hoo!!  I stayed but.... I will reach 13,000!!

.... the insurance money has come in... money is also streaming in from my jobs page... also jobs are also streaming in... also I was just now taking a nap on my chair, and then the bossman came in and I got message to open my eyes and check that direction.. just in time!!

...,I  kept seeing money signs and in the end, I got forgiven some 1200KES by sis.. then on Sunday I saw 080W  X2 and Cyrile, gave me KES 50...:-) also I am feeling better about my anger... I am really feeling better about my anger... I am feeling quite happy right now.. which is great!! I managed to buy all the noodles and tuna fish I can muster and some juice... and I walked a little, ate a little, thought good thoughts,  also the number of clicks on my jobs page has gone up!!! So money is streaming in!! I am listening to this  stream of vortex... also I am thinking, as the page for manifestations becomes smaller and smaller, maybe it is time to just read my own pages... also I have access to all these free Abraham vids but still I want to buy!! :-) I know it is time! Also, I love where I am, I will be grateful... today I can leave at exactly 4.30pm!!!! also I am thinking of letting this whole thing go, just let it go,

... and had some of the breakfast yoghurt and it disappeared  so I finally managed to have the rest of the sexy egg sandwich which quickly inspired sameness... I have money for the weekend!!

... I barely managed to wake up on time.. which is alright, got a car to help me to cross the road, which was cool, I managed to walk quickly to the office, a nice lady gave me credit on the bread, then I opened my desk and there was this money from yesterday that someone had paid for the contribution, I also saw all the things I am supposed to see, that have to do with money... so maybe this anger is the right thing.. and even Cyrile was okay, the keys have been found... also I got a check, my FREE MONEY check.. and remembering that I created that money out of thin air! Youtube converter is back on!!!! Woo hoo!! also this day I have seen this successful looking blog from Nairobi.. also I heard a rumour of the travel of my boss, and my impending travel, and I have soo much work it is making me excited, also there is something I have been ignoring... and guess what I didn't have to worry, it is already done!!!!!  and now  it is time to say goodnight!!!

... still angry, but now I am feeling better, I am practically elated!! so I wanted breakfast, and had no money  and I kept going to the coffee station and coming back... he he then finally someone gave me their donation and suddenly I had enough to buy breakfast... also I managed with much difficulty to collect coins for busfare, then went to the stage and got a lift, my money page is improving in pageviews and numbers, so far 8 people have joined in the week.. and so far I am getting jobs, and hits and money, also money cars, those I have been seeing plenty of... and also Cyrile's money car and yesterday and today...

... feeling money... also was doing genuine work research and got a vacancy... and a valid one..

.... someone has added like 35 people to my page... which means that I am already at 200!!! without even trying!!! also there is something I have been wanting for a  while... something big, and it happened, I also made a little money yesterday, and I am working today.. and that extra food I ate, totally cured me, I am great now!!! also old boyfriend invited me to dinner, which was a fun thought, also I got a marriage proposal yesterday.. and didn't even know it..

... is done

..... Someone has proposed marriage. also I have been quite stressed about this jobs page, and today without making a real resolve to, just to do the fun parts of my jobs thing and its beginning to respond

... 170!!! I have reached 170 and my hits yesterday were 940!!! almost the magic figure of 1,000!!! and its time to go home!