Ten Thousand Buttons

.. that I work with who is someone that I love very much. Last week he had mentioned possibility to me moving to work on a different section of the office which would give me possibility to move and get promotions and stuff like that and today he proposed me to take part in 2 different such activities and at the same time opportunities for travel which are both things that I have been wanting..

Guess what!!! I had a good time

... I  think I am getting my mojo back... this morning I didn't pay fare, then I was feeling quite hangovered, which is really odd cause I had such little alcohol! then as I dragged my body to this location my only wish was to have a little lemon tea but the Monday morning meeting was due... my desire was quite strong... then I get to the office and start printing minutes.. then I ask the receptionist who sits right where the meeting takes place, if it has started, she says 'no, there is no one here', then shortly I hear the voice of the lady who is supposed to be heading the meeting...  happy day!! then shortly someone calls me to let me know that the meeting will take place tomorrow and will start at 8.30am woo hoo...

... I am feeling happy... it could be chocolate... but I am at this time I am feeling really really happy. i am enjoying what I am watching, I am posting jobs, and I am enjoying it. I am loving this day.. I am loving this day..

... was  a day which had a whole lot of praise for me. People kept complimenting me, I got  a lift to the office,which was great! ( I have become quite good at manifesting lifts and getting to the office before 8am.. this morning I got this amazing pen.. (:-)) I was dreaming of one just like it,

oooh this day... this day... first of all for the first time in a really long time I woke up at 5 in the morning and meditated both Silva and Abraham... then I did some Sedona work (so you know it was serious) I was very upset about something that had happened yesterday... and I wanted really wanted to be clean on that... later I didn't really manage at all. Not really at all. Back to office, working not really clean.. but at least rocking an awesome breakfast... I worked hard and managed to finish a whole  a lot of work that I didn't think that I would finish. I managed to even do a TEC I only thought I could manage on Monday. This afternoon started weird, really weird and hard and alone and someone who did an amazing thing for me, he carried the telly for me. He is amazing he always helps. And then I got a nice ride to the venue. A nice conversation with a nice person who really believes.. It was nice.. then we get to the venue I try to write, I really try to write, and ...

.. I completely fell off the wagon and came back on, listening to breath..... also for the first time in a really long time I read my own blog on the good things that are happening and it was great.. it nice relaxed. I also remember at some point we had been scared about the change of power and today I got confirmation that that sweet sweet man who I adore is my new boss!!!  I actually have a not small crush on him... I should be able to do okay!! I am relearning the things that I need to know... I am relearning the things I need to know and it is great!!

... I made it to work despite having a massive hangover and I am actually great.. also there was no meeting so no minutes,  lady bug is on her way away so no bugs..  :-)

.. I discovered that I got more than 1,000 new followers in like 3 days, and for the first time got more than 370 page views on one post :-)... and yesterday evening I had one of the funnest  evening.. I left the office early cause as you may be aware I was half awake.. but I got the psych to walk so I did, and while walking I was doing this faking joy thing.. just walking and joying...  then just when I reached the stage, the perfect matt for me was there and the music was just loud enough and one of my favorite songs started playing and I was just having a wonderful time listening to the music and just having a wonderful time!!  The tout kept trying to get my attention and talk to me, in the end he even told me that he had fallen in love with me  and gave me back my fare. Then yesterday.. I found that song it is sung  by Bunny Wailer and it is great!

... I spent the whole night watching Olivia Pope and her gladiators and it was the most fun I have had for a really long time... and this day as I keep blacking out at work.. I have no regrets... just love... for the Fixer and her gladiators.. :-)  also in my efforts to stay awake today I am taking a really large amount of green tea  which is as it should be :-)  (:-) are my eyes closing in the middle of typing?! :-))

... has become my usual.. the morning was pretty amazing!! I got confirmation about a fear that I have been having.. a wink to show me that all will be well..AND... this thing that I am doing is working!! it is working!! it is working! Also my cube mate has left early which means that I can blast the vortex! Also I have just seen this photo of this guy who is a rugby player who for years his everyone told him that rugby would lead him to poverty and now he was at the state house and met the President!!! He kept his faith and now look at him.. I have just completed the most interesting live affirming time with pics and Abraham in background!! Very nice!

... I am discovering that the only thing that I require to do this thing that I want is get approval from someone who already loves me so.. woo hoo! It really feels very very exciting.. also I am thinking that all I need to do in this life is align with my decisions, that is all, also today all my clothes fit and they look good... also this morning I had a really fun conversation with a really fun guy and I discovered that I could have been the family of this amazing guy I know...:-(

.... I notice that he has amazingly beautiful eyes.. I cannot look at them for a long time.. but it is like sweet butter.. (No I don't know how that would work) also this morning  I dreamt that Tim Duncan was into me :-) then  this  morning I was not charged transport fare..I got to avoid something that I wanted to avoid.

... Managed to arrange myself and leave home relatively early. Attracted 2 lifts both of which I didn't take... also I am making much more money than I used to.. much more money than I used to.. this thing might be working...it is actually working!! Also this afternoon, I have realised that I can do anything I want to.... ANYTHING... I got the preaching to  X2 I love that I experienced wonderful positive, faith filled women!  I love that today I am reading a story about sexual liberation of an Aber, and it feels soo good. I am not being a wonderful worker and that feels fine.   I have been having a question regarding this thing that I am doing... and I have received an answer even giving me a little more time.

... This past week I was in a place with no TV and I managed to write and write.. and it was interesting to note that writing works, and intense writing works intensely... I watched miracles happening before my eyes and that was really very cool!!!   really very cool... Also lately I have been receiving many requests from people who want to join my jobs pages... on their own without my help at all. I have in the past 2 years gained a whole lot of weight... and I told myself in my era of much writing that I wanted a solution that didn't involve me changing my lifestyle in any way and guess what, I may have found something...  will see.. but looks promising...

... in a while, I have made more than 1000 page views.. it is like la population is taking the sight more seriously, I am getting recommendations,  and even without promotion I am getting more likes even without promotion... which is really cool.. I also like that I got my money..

... because of what my sister did... she really hurt my feelings and I have been reeling in bad feeling since. Then I conscience effort to feel better about the whole thing... and also that I really didn't want to go to shags with her, cause it is really something I don't feel like doing... and now my beloved boss has cancelled my one day leave... so now I have an out... and I am also seeing how lining up my vibration toward her is helping my life :-)

.... to Nairobi for her holiday. She will not be available to meet with me today and can only meet tomorrow. Guess what tomorrow the boss travels so I can leave early! and the erroneous email I sent, came back to me easily and quickly and without the important people seeing it!!  I have also managed to make a payment for the credit card that I didn't think I would manage, (which is really cool) I might get a change to leave early today. also today I really wanted to do the minutes early finish and send to group, but was to meet sis. Then she calls and says that she instead wants to meet this other guy, so my evening is free and I can go ahead and finish the minutes :-) also I may have 2 weeks or more to finish these minutes, there may be no meeting next Monday :-). Also I am still enjoying attention from that man I love/loved and I am enjoying it, and the thoughts about him I have in my head. Also O remember O well he travels far and wide to spend 6 seconds with me.. and ...

I have a new electricity number and the amount I owe is zero!!! :-).... I love that!! AND I have until infinitum to pay it!! Today I managed to walk and do my work... now I am off to drink water.. also I found the car I was looking for at a price I can afford... It is almost too good to be true... Last night as I slept I measured my waist line and discovered that I may have lost like an inch... in the week I have been walking. Also I like that these foods I should eat, there are many delicious things like raisins... which I adore.. also I realised that really I was not putting any dairy in my diet in the last few years... none at all for the most part... also I was just being generally unappreciative of work... and realised that (a) I did the same thing and this is how I ended up stressed and unhappy with Jimmy and also that leaving him didn't make me happier, I wasn't happy just because I took an action to leave him, it is only now that I am feeling better... and ...

... shopping for soaps at a supermarket, and I noticed that I was charged for 4 instead of 5 bar soaps..also this morning there was some confusion in the matt I was in due to fear from policemen and their "operations" I ended up not paying...  then I got a half lift which made sure that I was on time for the management meeting this morning, also I discovered this morning that I am ready to start doing the 3 processes... focus wheel, book of positive aspects and rampage of appreciation!! Also discovered money I had forgotten, Weight I had lost remains lost, I drank some green tea and suddenly felt much better... and awake.. I have  already started writing minutes for this morning...