Ten Thousand Buttons

... I did all those things I was supposed to, took my car for valuation, went and got my hair done so it is looking particularly pretty, love the thing they did with my nails, the outfit I was wearing actually looked cute! I met the girls for lunch and it was really nice, really really nice, I went out, and danced, exchanged numbers with a guy, got a crush on a really good looking guy,  was treated nicely in a heng for the first time in a heng, as in I was taken care of, it was me that the focus was on, I was the one that my cousin, who I was with, just took care of me totally, she was worried whether I was having  a good time, she scarified her own sleepiness and bought many drinks and food and all... beautiful!  Even the next day was alright, really alright! It was a good weekend!

... I have today discovered the power of moaning... on this day I have moaned with the goal of letting go completely a relationship that I have been holding dear to me. This man doesn't love me and it is time for me to let him go and with love and with peace and with everything that he wants... That said, yesterday... Mr. Sexy Pants came over. Before that he had called but I did not pick his call. I felt this call to clean up.. fakely.. my house, because that is all I had time for.... the call was quite strong, and I did all the things that I felt "called to do"  and it worked out really amazing! the house looked nice and clean!: -) we talked and it was easy, we even talked about something we had in common and that made me like him even more... and we did ma lovings... AND you know what? his tongue, feels good, his hands on my naked skin feels good, I am really into him... even more than Jacktone!! I am enjoying all of these.

I have made one euro I have made one euro, on purpose!!! with actual trying. Also someone new asked to join my blogs updates from Google!!! Also last night, I made a point to really reve up my vibration as concerns men in general and Jacktone in particular. A few minutes later the Engineer called and this morning I had the pleasure of looking into the eyes of Jacktone... it was soo much fun. Also for the first time in such a long time I have finish the minutes now, before to go home!!! Woo hoo, Sunday is mine!

.. I have these musics from outside Kenya that I blast from my car and always hope that peoples from those countries will notice it when I do and  and I have been wanting this for a while, then yesterday, I thought about it, then I let it go, I had a choice between 2 supermarkets and I chose one that I felt was less high-maintenance, and guess what Tere Mast Mast do nain was playing, I got excited and started to sing along, then one supervisor also started singing along.. it was fun... also a few days ago, I was blasting rock and a nice jungu peered into my car to see who was driving.. that was equally fun!!

 .... I probably will not go out with him but I found the manifestation fun. A few weeks ago I was watching this programme on telly that was quite romantic and fell a little in love with the characters. I got obsessed and started a tumblr page on them and I spent a lot of time on the net to look for other such couples and would just bliss out looking at my tumblr page which I did quite often. I did it to feel good not to meet someone, ... I don't feel really ready.... Then yesterday evening at home, I had forgotten something in my car, went out to get it and this hunky neighbour starts to chat me up. We had said 'hi' to each other a few times before but yesterday we talked quite a bit and he even ended up coming to my place and we talking for about an hour. It was really cool. After he left I just kept jumping up and down saying, "this works this works!!" Something else I found a whole lot of fun was that he is about 8 years younger than me and really believed tha...

... I am enjoying.. WESTLIFE... and they are keeping me in the vortex... I am soo happy that I encountered them today.. I have been wondering what to do to be in the vortex lately my tumblr is no longer helping ... oooh I got the 1st part of flashforward... :-) I love how selectively I watch programmes these days..  Something  I have been having  a little trouble being in the vortex today.. well of late.. and even my tumblr was not working, then at lunch I decided to have 2 song on a loop that were making me feel good  this Westlife, My love and Queen of my hear t and guess what.. during the ensuing programme meeting I was feeling soo good I fell in love and I  liked very much that he was starring at me the whole time 

... Yesterday something interesting happened to me.. I discovered that Jimmy may actually be in the country, without me asking, my cleaning lady told me that she has been seeing him around lately.. why is this interesting, because well I now am feeling a little better about my possibilities of getting back my money especially after this morning  then this guy with whom I have never been able to work on a workable

.. that I work with who is someone that I love very much. Last week he had mentioned possibility to me moving to work on a different section of the office which would give me possibility to move and get promotions and stuff like that and today he proposed me to take part in 2 different such activities and at the same time opportunities for travel which are both things that I have been wanting..

Guess what!!! I had a good time

... I  think I am getting my mojo back... this morning I didn't pay fare, then I was feeling quite hangovered, which is really odd cause I had such little alcohol! then as I dragged my body to this location my only wish was to have a little lemon tea but the Monday morning meeting was due... my desire was quite strong... then I get to the office and start printing minutes.. then I ask the receptionist who sits right where the meeting takes place, if it has started, she says 'no, there is no one here', then shortly I hear the voice of the lady who is supposed to be heading the meeting...  happy day!! then shortly someone calls me to let me know that the meeting will take place tomorrow and will start at 8.30am woo hoo...

... I am feeling happy... it could be chocolate... but I am at this time I am feeling really really happy. i am enjoying what I am watching, I am posting jobs, and I am enjoying it. I am loving this day.. I am loving this day..

... was  a day which had a whole lot of praise for me. People kept complimenting me, I got  a lift to the office,which was great! ( I have become quite good at manifesting lifts and getting to the office before 8am.. this morning I got this amazing pen.. (:-)) I was dreaming of one just like it,

oooh this day... this day... first of all for the first time in a really long time I woke up at 5 in the morning and meditated both Silva and Abraham... then I did some Sedona work (so you know it was serious) I was very upset about something that had happened yesterday... and I wanted really wanted to be clean on that... later I didn't really manage at all. Not really at all. Back to office, working not really clean.. but at least rocking an awesome breakfast... I worked hard and managed to finish a whole  a lot of work that I didn't think that I would finish. I managed to even do a TEC I only thought I could manage on Monday. This afternoon started weird, really weird and hard and alone and someone who did an amazing thing for me, he carried the telly for me. He is amazing he always helps. And then I got a nice ride to the venue. A nice conversation with a nice person who really believes.. It was nice.. then we get to the venue I try to write, I really try to write, and ...

.. I completely fell off the wagon and came back on, listening to breath..... also for the first time in a really long time I read my own blog on the good things that are happening and it was great.. it nice relaxed. I also remember at some point we had been scared about the change of power and today I got confirmation that that sweet sweet man who I adore is my new boss!!!  I actually have a not small crush on him... I should be able to do okay!! I am relearning the things that I need to know... I am relearning the things I need to know and it is great!!

... I made it to work despite having a massive hangover and I am actually great.. also there was no meeting so no minutes,  lady bug is on her way away so no bugs..  :-)

.. I discovered that I got more than 1,000 new followers in like 3 days, and for the first time got more than 370 page views on one post :-)... and yesterday evening I had one of the funnest  evening.. I left the office early cause as you may be aware I was half awake.. but I got the psych to walk so I did, and while walking I was doing this faking joy thing.. just walking and joying...  then just when I reached the stage, the perfect matt for me was there and the music was just loud enough and one of my favorite songs started playing and I was just having a wonderful time listening to the music and just having a wonderful time!!  The tout kept trying to get my attention and talk to me, in the end he even told me that he had fallen in love with me  and gave me back my fare. Then yesterday.. I found that song it is sung  by Bunny Wailer and it is great!

... I spent the whole night watching Olivia Pope and her gladiators and it was the most fun I have had for a really long time... and this day as I keep blacking out at work.. I have no regrets... just love... for the Fixer and her gladiators.. :-)  also in my efforts to stay awake today I am taking a really large amount of green tea  which is as it should be :-)  (:-) are my eyes closing in the middle of typing?! :-))

... has become my usual.. the morning was pretty amazing!! I got confirmation about a fear that I have been having.. a wink to show me that all will be well..AND... this thing that I am doing is working!! it is working!! it is working! Also my cube mate has left early which means that I can blast the vortex! Also I have just seen this photo of this guy who is a rugby player who for years his everyone told him that rugby would lead him to poverty and now he was at the state house and met the President!!! He kept his faith and now look at him.. I have just completed the most interesting live affirming time with pics and Abraham in background!! Very nice!

... I am discovering that the only thing that I require to do this thing that I want is get approval from someone who already loves me so.. woo hoo! It really feels very very exciting.. also I am thinking that all I need to do in this life is align with my decisions, that is all, also today all my clothes fit and they look good... also this morning I had a really fun conversation with a really fun guy and I discovered that I could have been the family of this amazing guy I know...:-(

.... I notice that he has amazingly beautiful eyes.. I cannot look at them for a long time.. but it is like sweet butter.. (No I don't know how that would work) also this morning  I dreamt that Tim Duncan was into me :-) then  this  morning I was not charged transport fare..I got to avoid something that I wanted to avoid.