I also love that I am loving me and I am loving that I have grown and that I am different. I am more loving and more loveable...
Also I figured out what is happening with Mtn... he is my dream man... as in he is a little nerdy.. he has a belief system which is fairly strong... and he has more money than me, has his own car, is older than me, he is single... he is practically everything I have in my list... and I think that the reason that I was where I was, was that he was dreaming about me.... so that was my natural reaction.. which means of course that.... OOC his reaction to me was because I was dreaming about him... and also that in the way he was not expecting I am his dream girl, I am the girl that he wants, but not in the way he wanted... ( you know..)
So now I get Mtn. I get why he does this thing of getting me to do little stuff.. and making me feel totally stupid.
All this way too upstream for me... all too upstream.. maybe time to go down stream in all this..
( all in all not a fun post)
Also I figured out what is happening with Mtn... he is my dream man... as in he is a little nerdy.. he has a belief system which is fairly strong... and he has more money than me, has his own car, is older than me, he is single... he is practically everything I have in my list... and I think that the reason that I was where I was, was that he was dreaming about me.... so that was my natural reaction.. which means of course that.... OOC his reaction to me was because I was dreaming about him... and also that in the way he was not expecting I am his dream girl, I am the girl that he wants, but not in the way he wanted... ( you know..)
So now I get Mtn. I get why he does this thing of getting me to do little stuff.. and making me feel totally stupid.
All this way too upstream for me... all too upstream.. maybe time to go down stream in all this..
( all in all not a fun post)
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