Mtn

I am still not able to 'do' Mtn... and well I have been hoping to you know relax on the whole thing and every time he came into my office I was on the phone!!!! I was soooooo happpy!!!!!! also I just realised that he is going to be away the whole day tomorrow.

This is bad cause I have to clean up on all this cause if I loose him, I will get someone else. But I will get there.. all this will be well...

Also I just had an interaction with him that was sort of easy. I like sort of easy..Sort of easy is good I like sort of easy. Sort of easy. I remember yesterday night, I told myself that today would not be easy and I said ah naah.. but it is sooo effing hard! Who knows tomorrow will be better