It is here!!!!!

... my bed is here and it is cheaper than I anticipated!!! It is such a beautiful bed!! I cannot believe it... it has been so many years in waiting and now here I am and I am able to afford this bed, I am able to afford this bed and it is mine.. all mine... I also want to buy shoes.. my shoes.. I might have to wait for those, but in the mean time I have my bed...

I recently developed a crush on a man in the last 2 days, and in like 10,000 ways he is what I had been asking for... funny, great looking, bad habits,... in the first day I experienced some experience where I felt he didn't like me, and I said, that is just my interpretation.. it doesn't mean anything... then the next day... I sort had to sit next to me, the person who was sitting next to me, just moved and he was the person next.. so suddenly he was next to me... then someone came to sit between me and him, and even this person moved, so he was next to me again, and this time so much closer, I could smell him, my pen fell, he picked it... wonderful... I loved sitting next to him


Also someone told me indirectly that I had lost weight!!