I didn't have internet for a bit there and had these posts...
I am remembering now that...... I am supposed to be spending more time focusing on the good... I had forgotten temporarily... I am grateful for the kind reminder kind boyfriend.... But also I am doing well, really well, I like that in my heart, there are good things, also I like that I am making an effort with the office and the work and the job, I also like that I am seeing this girl, this big girl, who looks really super in beautiful clothes, I also like that when I think about my money future, it actually looks good, not just the money earned projections but also in terms of money saved on loans and such... , I am also appreciating the fact that I can probably sleep a little in the loo soon, I am also thinking, there is something I was worried about which is private, and it seems now that I have all the time in the world to sort it out, well till Tuesday or something J , I am also liking that I am, a little learning how to enjoy the contrast, I am listening to Bebot by Black Eye Pees... really nice... I have been looking for a certain bed with the exact type of mattress I have been looking for AND they deliver!! For free!!! It has finally come to me, and I will take it...I was talking to someone today about what other people think, and I said that it is possible to train yourself into a place where one really doesn’t care what other people think, and suddenly as if by magic all these people who don’t approve of me started showing me by word and action that that they really don’t approve of me...and it is pretty amazing because for the first time ever, I am looking at this thing as something that can be cleaned, that can be processed and cleaned, a contrast to work with....this is good, it is possible to clean on this too! Also something funny, I had been asked to do something last year and I did it and now, there were claims that I didn’t do it, (though I used the wrong email address) but it was done! Actually done. That said, maybe it is time to allow people who want to be here to be here and allow me to be elsewhere. Interesting also, today I got a call to but my add in the newspaper not the mall I had been thinking about. There is really nothing better than love. Also I am happy that it is time to go home, and that I have done my 444!!!
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I love that I am already having this great a day, I love that I am reading all these inspiring words from a loving person who is love. I love that the things that I want are available to me, and I have access to them, I love that I am feeling this good, I am also loving seeing Samantha again, and I love this thought that I am having of reconnecting with her, saying ‘hey’ connecting with someone who is like me and we can have delicious moments, J I love that I am listening that came to me, I love it when songs come to me, it is always quite delicious, I love that I don’t need internet to send my papers to Marta, I love that I have all that I need. I love that I had time and space to do all that scanning I needed to do, I also love that someone finally noticed that I am losing weight, I love that it is showing on my clothes, I love that I am being kind, and loving people are coming my way, I love these new stories I am reading, I love knowing that they are true, I am now recognizing that I have things to clean on, also, I am liking that I am feeling a whole less sleepy today than I did yesterday
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.... I managed to get to work on time despite the fact that I woke up got a black out at home and then went back to sleep...I have just discovered a new term... Wellness Coach.. and I like it!! Also maybe I should add photos to this blog... maybe!! In "GROWING!" I got another payment certificate from the company that got invested for me... I also love my company... ( the one I actually bought shares in... :-))... I am grateful for the good thing.. I appreciate that contrast that has made me so very clear about so many things.. }(BTW Jimmy called) I like that this morning I recorded after manifesting Lorraine cell no... and that job interview for later this afternoon... Also that time is a-flying.. ( I am incredibly sleepy!) also maybe.... ( oops I forgot...) also someone I lent money is returning it today... (fabulous!) which is cool cause I didn't really have money for lunch and I was feeling a little weird about taking the food on credit but now I don't have to... I guessed on choice of music and now it is one of my favorite musicians with a nice song and the next lot is also fun and positive music which is also very very cool... the money has been refunded!!! I am rich!!Time is now a-flying so soon it will be lunch time... I love lunch time... I like that it is possible to write this here, even though I might have to save it elsewhere, I like that I got lunch, someone just called to wish me a happy new year! that is all!! I have just had a conversation that has inspired in me a requirement for clean up... YAY! I also like that ever since the internet left, I have been working consistently.... and now there are 27 minutes left for the day... and my stomach is no longer bloated!! Me likey!! Also Lea, remember her... she is now this super Aber!!! Who knows maybe I changed, huh?!!!
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Another day of Paradiso!!!
I like that this morning the first person to contact me was OOC ! I like that I have been bored at work and now I am working on it, I like that still, the only website that is opening here is the abeforum, I like my new commitment to feel good about this place of work, I like that one of the highest ranking staff members is so late today, that she didn’t notice my own lateness, I like that it is possible for people to forgive that, I like that I am growing my list of contacts, my list of global contacts, I love that it will grow slowly and soon it will be filled to the brim with all these great contacts of all things that exist here, I love that I can focus, I can concentrate, I love that I can change my mind about all things, I love that I was feeling a little off, and a wonderful man reminded me that I was doing okay, I love that all this effort is not for nothing, I love that I can focus, I love that I can focus, I love that it is possible to focus, I love that I still have my music, that I can listen to and enjoy, I love how much my contact list is growing... I love that I have all these things, I love that I got a font that works well with the labels, and I like that I know how to manage the label settings, I like I have gum that is keeping me awake, I also like that I can stay a little hungry and awake, I like that I am working on my relationship with my source, and that this is the only relationship to work on, I like how much less I am thinking of Jimmy though I care for him deeply, I have just experienced this contrast, I KNOW that his contrast will bring me to love, much love of this office, of this office and of me... I am not yet there but, I am full, so very very full, I am enjoying that the amount of calories that were required to make me this full were not that many, I am soo full I am breathing heavy, I also like how I am plotting for dinner... one way or another, I will have a great meal... I like the result of the liver I made the other day... I like that I enjoyed it, I like that I am feeling so much better about my verily verily workmates.. Also I am reading an old posting that I got from the old forum, and I am thinking how this could be fun for me to do, something new, (which is actually something old) BTW I think I saw the car of the sexy guy today at lunch time when I went to get lunch... Also someone mentioned how hot my office was, and suggested we put on the fans... I did mine and now I am cool, cool, cool.... ( I was feeling hot at the time.... ) I also really enjoyed the 6 seconds when I thought the internet was back on!! I also like that my list for people to be seen is coming along well. Also something interesting.. all that anger I had in the morning helped me with that much needed focus that enabled me finish some much work that I needed to do
I am remembering now that...... I am supposed to be spending more time focusing on the good... I had forgotten temporarily... I am grateful for the kind reminder kind boyfriend.... But also I am doing well, really well, I like that in my heart, there are good things, also I like that I am making an effort with the office and the work and the job, I also like that I am seeing this girl, this big girl, who looks really super in beautiful clothes, I also like that when I think about my money future, it actually looks good, not just the money earned projections but also in terms of money saved on loans and such... , I am also appreciating the fact that I can probably sleep a little in the loo soon, I am also thinking, there is something I was worried about which is private, and it seems now that I have all the time in the world to sort it out, well till Tuesday or something J , I am also liking that I am, a little learning how to enjoy the contrast, I am listening to Bebot by Black Eye Pees... really nice... I have been looking for a certain bed with the exact type of mattress I have been looking for AND they deliver!! For free!!! It has finally come to me, and I will take it...I was talking to someone today about what other people think, and I said that it is possible to train yourself into a place where one really doesn’t care what other people think, and suddenly as if by magic all these people who don’t approve of me started showing me by word and action that that they really don’t approve of me...and it is pretty amazing because for the first time ever, I am looking at this thing as something that can be cleaned, that can be processed and cleaned, a contrast to work with....this is good, it is possible to clean on this too! Also something funny, I had been asked to do something last year and I did it and now, there were claims that I didn’t do it, (though I used the wrong email address) but it was done! Actually done. That said, maybe it is time to allow people who want to be here to be here and allow me to be elsewhere. Interesting also, today I got a call to but my add in the newspaper not the mall I had been thinking about. There is really nothing better than love. Also I am happy that it is time to go home, and that I have done my 444!!!
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I love that I am already having this great a day, I love that I am reading all these inspiring words from a loving person who is love. I love that the things that I want are available to me, and I have access to them, I love that I am feeling this good, I am also loving seeing Samantha again, and I love this thought that I am having of reconnecting with her, saying ‘hey’ connecting with someone who is like me and we can have delicious moments, J I love that I am listening that came to me, I love it when songs come to me, it is always quite delicious, I love that I don’t need internet to send my papers to Marta, I love that I have all that I need. I love that I had time and space to do all that scanning I needed to do, I also love that someone finally noticed that I am losing weight, I love that it is showing on my clothes, I love that I am being kind, and loving people are coming my way, I love these new stories I am reading, I love knowing that they are true, I am now recognizing that I have things to clean on, also, I am liking that I am feeling a whole less sleepy today than I did yesterday
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.... I managed to get to work on time despite the fact that I woke up got a black out at home and then went back to sleep...I have just discovered a new term... Wellness Coach.. and I like it!! Also maybe I should add photos to this blog... maybe!! In "GROWING!" I got another payment certificate from the company that got invested for me... I also love my company... ( the one I actually bought shares in... :-))... I am grateful for the good thing.. I appreciate that contrast that has made me so very clear about so many things.. }(BTW Jimmy called) I like that this morning I recorded after manifesting Lorraine cell no... and that job interview for later this afternoon... Also that time is a-flying.. ( I am incredibly sleepy!) also maybe.... ( oops I forgot...) also someone I lent money is returning it today... (fabulous!) which is cool cause I didn't really have money for lunch and I was feeling a little weird about taking the food on credit but now I don't have to... I guessed on choice of music and now it is one of my favorite musicians with a nice song and the next lot is also fun and positive music which is also very very cool... the money has been refunded!!! I am rich!!Time is now a-flying so soon it will be lunch time... I love lunch time... I like that it is possible to write this here, even though I might have to save it elsewhere, I like that I got lunch, someone just called to wish me a happy new year! that is all!! I have just had a conversation that has inspired in me a requirement for clean up... YAY! I also like that ever since the internet left, I have been working consistently.... and now there are 27 minutes left for the day... and my stomach is no longer bloated!! Me likey!! Also Lea, remember her... she is now this super Aber!!! Who knows maybe I changed, huh?!!!
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Another day of Paradiso!!!
I like that this morning the first person to contact me was OOC ! I like that I have been bored at work and now I am working on it, I like that still, the only website that is opening here is the abeforum, I like my new commitment to feel good about this place of work, I like that one of the highest ranking staff members is so late today, that she didn’t notice my own lateness, I like that it is possible for people to forgive that, I like that I am growing my list of contacts, my list of global contacts, I love that it will grow slowly and soon it will be filled to the brim with all these great contacts of all things that exist here, I love that I can focus, I can concentrate, I love that I can change my mind about all things, I love that I was feeling a little off, and a wonderful man reminded me that I was doing okay, I love that all this effort is not for nothing, I love that I can focus, I love that I can focus, I love that it is possible to focus, I love that I still have my music, that I can listen to and enjoy, I love how much my contact list is growing... I love that I have all these things, I love that I got a font that works well with the labels, and I like that I know how to manage the label settings, I like I have gum that is keeping me awake, I also like that I can stay a little hungry and awake, I like that I am working on my relationship with my source, and that this is the only relationship to work on, I like how much less I am thinking of Jimmy though I care for him deeply, I have just experienced this contrast, I KNOW that his contrast will bring me to love, much love of this office, of this office and of me... I am not yet there but, I am full, so very very full, I am enjoying that the amount of calories that were required to make me this full were not that many, I am soo full I am breathing heavy, I also like how I am plotting for dinner... one way or another, I will have a great meal... I like the result of the liver I made the other day... I like that I enjoyed it, I like that I am feeling so much better about my verily verily workmates.. Also I am reading an old posting that I got from the old forum, and I am thinking how this could be fun for me to do, something new, (which is actually something old) BTW I think I saw the car of the sexy guy today at lunch time when I went to get lunch... Also someone mentioned how hot my office was, and suggested we put on the fans... I did mine and now I am cool, cool, cool.... ( I was feeling hot at the time.... ) I also really enjoyed the 6 seconds when I thought the internet was back on!! I also like that my list for people to be seen is coming along well. Also something interesting.. all that anger I had in the morning helped me with that much needed focus that enabled me finish some much work that I needed to do
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