I wanted to let you know that....

... I have many friends!! and also, my sister wants the laptop at the end of May!! which means much DVD for me!!! I also have jobs for my site, my Abe site is at 888! I got inspiration to talk to Jimmy and it went well.. also receiving more inquiries about the guest house... also now I have to give the laptop.. :-( ... maybe though it will include more cleaning on my part.. also someone told me today that  looked smaller.. which is cool cause I AM smaller.. :-) also yesterday I discovered the secret to those burger.. which sort left me a little sad... but at least now I know how to make them at home :-), yesterday also I saw hornbills... fun hornbills and many of them too... :-) also something really strange happened this morning, I was waiting for a mat, we were two at the stage, no mats were stopping and most people were opting to walk on and get mats further on, me I felt to stay. After a while, I noticed in a mat one person get off... the jam was slow.. I just thought about maybe how me and the lady would have to fight to get into the mat for that one space.... just then the lady who  was waiting with me started walk away... just as the mat was approaching!!!!  I thought maybe she might know something I didn't and that maybe the mat had more people than legally mandated... just then the conductor looks at me and asks if I am going.. I say YES!!!!! and the space was perfect... he stopped the mat for me to get off at this perfect place.... then I bought a samosa!!! I asked my IB and he said "YES" so I did then I realised that I didn't have enough money for fare.. my IB just said.. walk.. so I did.. .and further ahead I found an M-Pesa and was able to withdraw a red, and had bussfare... also something cool, I was thinking it is cool that I know that I will be late and it is really very cool.. I really wanted to  have nice looking hair but was not sure how, then I combed and combed and now it looks fabulous, also something I was thinking about, I didn't know how I was going to handle as situation about what people thought about me, especially cause it was my house which was a complete mess, and I tried to let go and stuff, and forgot about it, then at the time I was supposed to open the house to someone else, I felt .. no... then that night I got a spur of energy and cleaned the whole house and the new state was not perfect but I was very very comfortable and it was cool.. and I liked that very much, even the exhaustion that  I was feeling afterward... and I am also very very excited about the fact that I have lost some weight, and that it is beginning to show, I like that there is food that I like out there.. I like that I  have money and I can afford it, I like that it is Thursday and soon will be Friday, also I have been feeling very anxious and for reasons I couldn't understand, Abraham could not help.. so today I googled and found an Abephile and listening to him is so peace inducing!! Also yesterday, I put up the nets in ALL the windows !! and that felt really good, I am hoping to walk or some measure of walking.. :-) also someone just reminded me that I was holding on to things, it is time to let them go.. it really is time to let them go..... also I actually have been working today!!