Still...

... I am still sort of in that place of start stop, start stop...  but something interesting... after I got some relief, a) someone responded to my question... then b) Sexy Andrew called (albeit to say that the meet is tomorrow) I just did my meditation and realised that my start-stop manifestations are because of my start-stop vibrations!!! also today I had much less trouble doing my shoe straps... my waist is smaller... also Mtn is actually avoiding me, which is what I have been wanting for a while.. I am feeling so much better after my walk that now I can listen to regular Abe stuff.. though I still really appreciate the PeaceCanBe... which is incredibly great!! Also I had  asked a nice gentleman to wash my car and to be honest I didn't  think I had enough money but was relaxed about it and I looked through all my stuff and discovered that indeed I had enough money!! very happy and a very clean car!!!  I am receiving even more answers on my question at the abeforum which means that things are working out for me... my main boss has left the office for about 30 mins so I can do a small class... also the craziest thing, my Abe quotes page has just received 75 page views!! today!!! can you believe that... I  get to go home with  my laptop again.... there might be violence later in the day... cannot go to where my sister lives.. I am grateful that I can go home with my laptop... so another day in paradise.. also I was supposed to give it to my sister yesterday and when I called to say that I couldn't she said she wouldn't be there anyway!! and she wasn't .... the whole day!! today there  I told her why I couldn't today either... but my sister is in 100% agreement!!! I am feeling better again... and in my playing list, there are some meditations coming!!! I also did some work and took my car for valuation... I also  might need to send to them that document they asked for... also my lessons site has been getting hits steadily... very interesting... I like that soon, 1hour 10 minutes to come... will result in me going home!!!  also today I have been working soo hard!! Also I have just discovered that Raj Yoga Meditations from  Brahma Khumaris exists on Youtube!!  I have done my good deeds in for the day... :-) soon... in 5 minutes... I will be on my way home... and I am very very happy about that...