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I was very surprised...

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.... to discover that it is possible for me to do what ever it is that I want. Whatever it is that I want, especially having to do with Jimmy which has always been a sticking point for me, I have always felt like I couldn't clean and change my experience of him in my life, and yesterday for some reason it became clear to me, which was sort of marvelous... also  I have a bit of revenge going on, last week  a colleague manipulated me into booking a meeting for him with the boss, and guess what, the boss  has cancelled that meeting and is now going for another one!!! without my help!! he he he he he., I have just discovered that my victory was empty :-( , the manipulator had already cancelled it prior to my involvement :-( , on the good side, I had taped some meditation stuff and it turned out great, it really helped me out last night when  I was having a panic attack.. so we can effectively say that me, here at Hatred/Rage,  I am doing better.

Also My computer this morning magically stopped working, ( in the midst of my despair) and after I walked after lunch and felt better it just started working.... also I forgot...I asked again to talk to the big man and I got confirmation that I could an guess what I was too tired and sleepy to do it!! he he he

  I am getting more tapes for tonight... wish me luck...

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