This morning....

.... I woke up at about 1:00 am in the morning... and couldn't fall asleep again till about 4 in the morning.. and during this time for the first time in a while I made good use of my time, I meditated, thought about things  and something came to me, I have been trying to set up a meeting for my brother with someone rather difficult to get to and guess what I got a perfect answer.. I will try it tonight... I might even let you know.. also I commented on something the lawyer said, and the good lawyer replied in a very nice way.. also you remember that guy I dreamt about who I was informed might be experiencing difficulty because people not liking him because he is earning...and is favoured...and and.. well he just said 'hi' to me... also some other thing I learnt during my weird awake hours.. is that even this will be fine so 'why worry now?' Also that beloved I love, loves me... :-) I love it when beloved love me!

BTW it is no longer a rumour I have lost weight!!!!!! it is really true, really really I have really lost weight!!!! I am very happy... I don't know how it happened but it has happened and it is true... I have lost weight!!!!

Also I have discovered that, my plan to take off for one year to soma very hard is an actual possibility!!! Woo hoo!! It is at least inspiring me to learn things that I am supposed to know... in the mean time, I can go home!!! :-)