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Something interesting....

.... I have been feeling quite depressed this week. Really sad alone and depressed... and granted I was  doing the feel so much better process.. what got me feeling good was seeing MB12!! :-).... that I feel is funny! And there is much to learn!!

Also, I am still loosing weight... I am wearing this dress that only 2 weeks ago I looked pregnant in!!!!! now I am looking fucking amazing! almost flat stomach, thing are feeling good... also MB12 is back... that is really cool... (I should get new names for all of them... I am getting really confused about who is who ... :-)...) I like me...

Also My Book of Positive Aspects... the HELB loan

- I like that because of it I got sooo very broke, so broke that I wasn't able to afford insurance which meant that I have had to leave my car behind and I have to take matatus and I have to walk, which has helped me loose sooo much weight, so much weight that now I am looking pretty fantastic if you ask me.

- I also like it because now I am very focused on the things that I want, very very focused on all the things that I want, and I am getting really serious about them, to the point that I am looking for money but not for insurance... for a knitting machine... :-)...

- I also like it because, as a result I have been eating so much less food, and as a result I have lost sooo much weight... so much weight, noticeable to me. It feels as though I am making very little effort and managing to loose soo much weight, I am managing to loose soo much weight.

- I also like it because as I walk outside, my head gets clear and some of my depression and sadness goes away... I remember the 2nd day I walked I felt as though my head was clear, for the first time in a really long time...  and that felt really really cool...

- I also like it because as a direct result, my dreams it looks like, will get true... which is really really cool... I believe...

- I have also discovered that  I have the possibility to do soo much with very little.. I have been using very little money weekly.... I am thinking that maybe I should commence to start sending more money home...

So now I have to look at this new situation... all of these people if it is happening to me, then it must be a good thing..

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