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The past couple of weeks....

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... have been a little difficult for me, I have really difficult, in terms of vibrations, love, money, relationships, everything!! Then yesterday I got really desperate for money, really really really,  telling me it was the reason why I was sad and desperate, then I told myself that this sadness has been there forever, even before before..  there has been times when I didn't have money, there has been lots of times when I had a lot of money (which is something we should discuss later... wink wink, nudge nudge...) then I decided to just work on the parts that I had control I wrote twice, once in the morning and once in the afternoon, after it all, I just gave up on this whole money issue, and just decided to live with what I have.. I decided to just be happy, just happy for the sake of happy.. and it worked, it really did, I had a good night yesterday, this morning I actually woke up happy, really happy. I carried my cheques ready to cash really little money, but it was alright, my work money had come in so I was able to have breakfast... so now, that I have had breakfast I can go back to cleaning up ...

Also I am looking at a picture of a time when  I loved intensely, and I am soo pretty :-)...

I am in this second feeling good and happy. I am happy unconditionally... Wish me Luck!!!

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