Ten Thousand Buttons

... I have found a picture for today, I have time to rest my eyes and I should, I got a lift, I managed to wake up , I listening to a whole new set of Abraham, I got chocolate this morning, the most amazing tasting chocolate in the world... also I have just got a little fruit.. for free... and a little nap.. interview with a loved one... also I managed to read an Abraham book alone, (also had lunch alone) got my today's picture, found someone, got  a little money.. I am discovering even more stuff concerning my mind pain... more stuff to work on... more stuff to work on ... It is also 16:16, I found someone to buy me juice, I found someone for someone, also we have found a way to travel for the holiday and it is okay, it is really good also cause of the timings and things, also because we will be back in time to see pops, cause i want to. I talked to Jimmy also and might see him later and money is coming my way…. Balthazar is particularly loud of late... but it is good, I like...

... things are going well... things that are happening... cutesy cute guy was in the office.. he sent me a fun valentines message yesterday, which was fun... anyhoo.. he said  ' hi ' which was nice.. also taking my sister to town was a weird experience, we got into the car, and the indicator for fuel, went all the way to empty, my sister gave me money to fuel, we tried to fuel and all the fuel stations were not selling.. after a while the indicator went back to normal and my indicator went back to normal... so now I have a little extra money.. bought breakfast with it... I am hopeful that I can get my picture for the day.. I have been having vibrational dissonance with someone I have to spend a lot of time with...so I spent the whole day, cleaning up and cleaning up and soothing and cleaning up... and in the evening when I had to spend time with them I was sent to the shop.... through the rain, without enough money... and when I got where I needed to go, the person was not real...

I didn't have internet for a bit there and had these posts... I am remembering now that...... I am supposed to be spending more time focusing on the good... I had forgotten temporarily... I am grateful for the kind reminder kind boyfriend.... But also I am doing well, really well, I like that in my heart, there are good things, also I like that I am making an effort with the office and the work and the job, I also like that I am seeing this girl, this big girl, who looks really super in beautiful clothes, I also like that when I think about my money future, it actually looks good, not just the money earned projections but also in terms of money saved on loans and such... , I am also appreciating the fact that I can probably sleep a little in the loo soon, I am also thinking, there is something I was worried about which is private, and it seems now that I have all the time in the world to sort it out, well till Tuesday or something J , I am also liking that I am, a little learn...

I am very extremely busy... and people who have the ability to care are away so I might have a little time to be able to sleep in a short while... for a short while... also I am really feeling money... it is going well... and I managed to change my vibration on Jimmy... so now only other people I care about remain... I am feeling ok.. I am managing to do a good job... and I am free again... I like that I have been having a good time with my sister and that, it is going well, I like that she gave me money, I like that I was able to clean up on Jimmy, I like that I can clean up on even more topics and that, that is possible... I like that the things I have been doing.. they have been good... I like that I have been making the right decisions.... I also like that the amount of money I have is increasing...  I also like that yesterday I was watching a movie and my car, much like this one (see pic)... showed up... I like that yesterday evening I managed to do my processes.. I like that ...

... did I tell you that Mom's gave me permission to be whomever I want to be...  and the other day Monday... we spent much time laughing with each other which was really great... also I managed  to walk yesterday and I liked that.. I bought all this stuff... and I managed to pivot on the subject of Jimmy before I talked to him which made the conversation better... then later in the evening that ended and died... then he called this morning which was really super... then this morning Cyrus offered to pick me and sort of asked about Abraham... I hope I answered well, then I realised what that money feeling I was feeling yesterday was about some money I had paid in, which was not necessary, and now it is back... nearly USD 100!!! Also I have decided on what to do about my hair and it is feeling good... I have good lunch..much salad... also things were not working out and I allowed them to be sooo... also all is well the way they are... I am getting contrast which is good for me t...

I have discovered more money... for me... well sort of.. also this morning I was worried about an interaction and it went really well.... right now I have new vids for listening....I can concentrate on things that are good... it is possible... and you know what else... I found frangipani!!! Oh and I spent time with my friend OOC ... and I just realised that I have money and that I don't have to go to a bank to get it... Woo hoo... did I tell you that I found frangipani!!! oh yeah and this guy I like very just started a chat... I might see him soon...

Well this morning.... something fun... someone was complaining to me, but the music I was soo loud I couln't hear what she was saying!!! perfect... also, I have been thinking about Jimmy for  a while.. always his positive sides, really positive, and even yesterday when I talked about him, and it was still really positive.... and I had forgotten my main phone at work, and I got to work, and found 28 missed calls from him.. I talked to him this morning and it was nice... very even.. Also enjoying the talent of Mr. Highmore.. Right this second, someone I have good feelings toward is chatting with me, and someone has just reminded me about my ability to use a ticket that I had paid for and never used!! wonderful!! Also... I have just discovered a way to move vids on Youtube.. also I am about to go home to get it clean.... also guess what... I saw Jimmy... looking absolutely delicious.... he insisted on kissing me twice... also Mom's called and we had a good laugh, and she said some...

... my bed is here and it is cheaper than I anticipated!!! It is such a beautiful bed!! I cannot believe it... it has been so many years in waiting and now here I am and I am able to afford this bed, I am able to afford this bed and it is mine.. all mine... I also want to buy shoes.. my shoes.. I might have to wait for those, but in the mean time I have my bed... I recently developed a crush on a man in the last 2 days, and in like 10,000 ways he is what I had been asking for... funny, great looking, bad habits,... in the first day I experienced some experience where I felt he didn't like me, and I said, that is just my interpretation.. it doesn't mean anything... then the next day... I sort had to sit next to me, the person who was sitting next to me, just moved and he was the person next.. so suddenly he was next to me... then someone came to sit between me and him, and even this person moved, so he was next to me again, and this time so much closer, I could smel...

.... Yesterday evening due to the blackout I got to sleep early, then I got me a date for Monday next week, then I have all these things that are growing and growing... ie hits in my site are increasing, and I have just received info on more money, and I am loving that I am having thoughts of buying a new bed, and I love that I can maybe take some time off to spend with my sister when she comes to visit, and that I love that I have all these Abraham-Hicks voices in vids... I am also getting praise.. Also, there is something in me about Jimmy that requires some cleaning... so cleaning I must, in a slow and deliberate manner, totally clean and clear..and also, it is good, I think, important to do the same for Patrick, and for me, for some reason, (maybe it is all the missing) I have been thinking about cleaning and cleaning on Jimmy lately.... I am drinking water, I walked and walked alone, I managed to think about things I want to think about, also did I tell you?, I saw a squi...

Ok... so This morning  I am really trying to feel good, I meditated, did my special lurve thing... and was positive, looked for positive aspects, stopped thinking of something that was negative... and the day opened well, very well, OOC was the first person I experienced, I  saw him in my rearview mirror, and smiled and he smiled back, then we talked, then had a hard time trying to stay awake, till when the sandwich guy came, and he had this chicken, that had been  roasted and then cooked... on rice... my most favourite thing and I bought it and ate it a little.... ok... like 40 %, then OOC said lets go to Westlands, I said to do what? he said to tour... So I ask my supervisor, I fib a little about the destination, he says ok, and off we are, and it is super, it is super  to be with a guy like him, we walk and talk and laugh, and laugh and he touches me, and we walk really close, really close... and it is nice, and later he takes me for lunch, a salad lunch and as we...

This past weekend was weird but things have started evening out and getting better, in the meantime I like that I picked money from the ground (on the stairs) KES15/- and this morning when the big boss lady came in, she said she wanted to take care of salaries 1st thing, so in a few days, I will have money again...  Also weirdly I managed to find a way to block the numbers of the people who I have been wanting to block which is okay.... this past weekend, I managed to see someone I was thinking about, just by thinking about him, 2 times,  also through a simple search found something on google... which for me for now, has become a little rare.. also I found the audio for Money and the Law of Attraction at a really reasonable rate... also re-started the book on intentions... it was interesting I could now understand what I was reading... and the KES 50.00 was still there... (nice) .. enjoying also that my efforts for vibration cleaning were met with "  joy" and " knowledge...

I got to work with a very very bad hangover...  nothing was functioning well I have .. blah blah blah,  I have discovered that I am actually sick. I have an actual disease!!!  An actual disease is good, better than no diseases...  then just now, there was something  I wanted to do that worked out quickly and easily...

... Already a good day starting, already had Mr. OOC be nice to me.. (he is back by the way, he came back yesterday!! Was very happy!) I have this other blog, which is doing so very well, and this other one which is actually making money for me. I like that this morning is going well for me. Some boring thing I was supposed to do is already done!!! And remember yesterday, I avoided talking to this person I had been wanting to avoid talking to!!! Fabulous!! Also, I am re... a new having self-worth issues and I keep finding new places where I can get new info... you know like last night, the printed I picked to read, just happened to be what I needed.... also I have just realised that what I have is what I want... and using action to counter bad thinking will always land you in trouble, I found the "I cannot just feel good all day!" ...

I got information about that money I wanted.. and it will be here on Wednesday!!! (the exact amount that I gave to an old friend who after months has not refunded!! so now I can look forward to him to start refunding).. Also I am listening to wonderful beautiful music!! Also I am remembering to be grateful that my Ex-boyfriend paid in full for the replacement of window wipers in my car... it is something I had been wishing for... very much soo!! I also love that on Saturday instead of going out I stayed in... very much consciously... then in the night for some reason  I wanted to delete all calls received and sent in the last 5 weeks or, I didn't manage to, and I only deleted each and every call from my Ex... not really knowing why... I even wondered why I was doing that.. then on Sunday I got to spend time with this guy I know who well I might have interests in, and he happened to go through my phone!! It was especially cool cause calls to and fro my Ex was like the a third o...

1st day back with internet.!!! very happy! I am bringing myself in alignment with the things that I am asking for!! Oh, this has been a good day... I know a little bit more about what I want, and what can work for

The day started well, I managed to pivot really early in the morning.. without the benefit of coffee or anything like that.. I actually managed to have thoughts that were positive!! and especially about me.. I actually managed to feel good about me and I liked it... I rendezvoued with really beautiful things, including a lovely song... and a nice gentleman who could not get his eyes off me... and he said so, he said, " I like looking at you!" When I asked what was up... then the gate was up so it was easy to cross, then the birds then the squirrel!! Ah... perfect... I have discovered that somethings are growing... my things are growing!! Happy New Year!! Much love to you!!

... the day is cold I have no warm clothes so this means that I have a hot water day ahead of me.. I just discovered a T-shirt that is perfect for me for my current situation, i.e.  lack of sleeping shirts... I also like that Jimmy called, I like that especially that I had finished cleaning up on his subject and thought it went okay, I thought it went ok, and I like that he said that he loved me, I like that he sounded serious, like he missed me, I love that it is tagging my heart.... I like that I had saved vids in a good order... sort of surprised that I did... :-)... I also that I have 55 and 111 and 22 all on my email!...I got a sweet.. I am doing SOMETHING right!!

... I got to work early... earlier than most, my work was already done, just a few finishing touches.. discovered that Jimmy called and I like that I didn't talk to him when I was out of whack... also I had been wanting to finish paying a certain loan and I needed transport and someone offered early in the morning...I like that I have paid rent, and electricity and credit card, I also like that I haven't used my card this month so far, I like that  I am feeling this good... I like that I am listening to this delightful Utube vids for Abraham on work.. I like that I set them to begin with... I had a thing, and I think that maybe I have sorted it out a little.  I was not able to live the day I wanted but I am coming closer and I know it only gets better...

... a beautiful song from long ago by a surprising band! And even mores surprising is that they have lots and lots of great music... I am loving this discovery... I love my loves... (currently music!!). I intended on purpose and a meeting with a nice person went very extremely well. I drove safely and it was good

Yesterday I opened a door and in came a rat! I thought it was a cute rat... it had cute parts and I kinder liked the way it moved... I thought it looked cute as it tried to climb my curtains... and honestly I thought that "yes, I would prefer to live with this rat than with my cousin".... anyhoo... Much as is it was cute, I really didn't want to live with this rat... so I requested for assistance and I thought maybe it would be a good idea to make some noise in the room( it was my bedroom)  and open the door and maybe it will leave... then when I went back into the room I happened on " The World is Stone " by Cindy Lauper, and that was soo very cool because it has been like a week since the last time I listened to music that I liked... it was soo great... I tried without success to recapture the moment... but mostly I thankful I had it...