Ten Thousand Buttons

I made a crochet blanket about 3 years ago loved making it. .and I have been wanting to do it again. I thought about making the blanket for me, cause it is soo cute!!! Yesterday, an old friend got in touch, she said she wanted something like it. I said someone else could make it. Something kept nudging me, contact her, let her know you can do the work. I quote. She gets back and says she wants a smaller one.. I say will calculate and get back. Many hours later, I get back with a quote, and I am ready for the work. She accepts. Then I realise I already made this blanket. Never sold it. (With the good yarn) (just need to find it) !!!! WHAAT!!! Recommended someone else, she chose me!!! The work is like 70% done!!! WHAAT!!! Also rest of day... I had an appointment to make hair. (Miracle in itself) I prayed for fast work.  I couldn't get me to get out of  the house.. Kept procrastinating. Finally got out. Made it on TIME!!!! Got a Forward SACCO driver who is nice (can you bel...

Today I woke up late, really late. I had a meeting and woke up about a minute before the meeting was to start.(I work from home so this is possible) The other meeting participant, called and apologized  because she had to fulfill an obligation so to reschedule!!!!!Woo hoo.... I need money, my usual sources are being difficult so I have to use new sources... then I realized that someone has been offering me money for a few days and I haven't been noticing...Woohoo!!!!  and I also have a chance to earn some money! I also managed to save up some dogfood from yesterday so I don't have to struggle with it now!!! cool!!!

Last weekend I got a bit of money. But it was more than I expected and seriously easy to get. Much easier than I expected. I love that I was able to pay a micro loan completely. I didn't think I would be able to and I was and it was solo cool. I love that I was able to pay it completely. That was very cool. I also love that I was able to pay a big portion of another loan I have. That was very very cool. Really very cool. Now today I started a YouTube Channel. I also posted one video. Just the one. I was afraid that it wasn't good, but I just watched it and it was actually kinda good. I don't know why I didn't expect it to be, but it was good. Really did.  No views yet. But I love so much that I like it. Very much. Ooh ooh... I also realized something I have enough money for food up to the end of the week. Enough food. I am extremely grateful for that!!! (it explains why I couldn't get water to save my life, today!)

......I wanted to make eggplant chips and the celery was for chicken stew. I had no designs for making them together and then today by chance googled the two and I can  make a delicious veggie stew with it!!! Looking for it. I have been looking for foods that are interesting and nothing like what I usually have. And I think I have found it.. I think it will be alright. 

So today....today.... Today I woke up at 5 am 5.15 to be precise.....  I made calls that I was supposed to. ., they ended up useless...I couldn't get back to sleep. I tried for nearly 2 hours.  I finally got up had the uncomfortable discussion. ... I was sooo sad.  Drove... without fuel money.  I was following this  pull this pull.. ( I have not had this pull for a while)  I went was told things...  I listened and they sounded good.  But something said to told me to  keep looking ask everyone if they wanted the machine.  It was fun,  it was okay.  It was really okay. I was having such fun.... such fun, even the noes were okay.  I wondered about that.... how was  that even possible.... I was having  fun, then someone who doesn't even knit, she just got way too interested. . She asked questions. .. but she called girl one who confirmed that it worked.  And worked.. it was weird. It worked so well.... made me f...

Over the months and months I have been looking for many shows like, Ned and Stacey, Vera season 6,  and today The Dead Zone. I found them all of them... I got told where to look. It is only God

This day started so great.  I woke up at 20 minutes to when I was supposed to be having my meeting.   Just chull till she called me and wanted to know where I was. I didn't jump out of bed,  but I got up, got ready,  left, got to town got very very very lost. I realised that I didn't know something so very basic.  I thought it was hilarious.  I bought yarn, went to deliver it, got some absolutely delicious pineapple,  got info on my way that someone wanted

... I just have been having a difficult time in the house... room I moved into... it has its stuff. .. then a few days ago the poker went off. I had a few ways of getting to sleep.. One of which was thinking about puppies and the other thinking about a scene in " Being Erica" where there was dude who was in love with a chick and she told him she hurt him first.... and they kissed. And I could remember all the emotions I felt when I watched this scene..... ... then day two of no electricity. ... I really sleep in my noisy boisterous neighbour inspires me to clean house... and as it is so little it is easy.... though it is in the dark and I cannot really see what I am doing.  After thinking about all the anger that I am thinking of I sit outside to write all these things that I am thinking... then the loud boisterous neighbour runs down stairs and suddenly I have power!!!!! I almost cannot believe it. My anger prevented me from enjoying it then but I really am now.. Later he ...

So today I woke up really late... especially for me especially of late. ... I just sat and listened to Abraham for a while. It was fun. It was video so it was great. .. I don't have my nice working heater only the busted one... which to be honest I wasn't sure it was working.  I tried it and it worked great!  Then I started to look for  clothes to wear... I wanted to wear this dress and I got the idea to open this one box.... and there it was! Showering and dressing  was cool.  I even managed to clear some things and make more space for me. Which is cool. Got out bought me back pain meds made my way to Buru Buru.. got the person who cleaned my shoes and charged 30 bob... got my sausages, was  not charged for fare... (woo hoo!!!!!) I came to Gigiri and discovered that I had not been booked in.... so I figured that there would be a miracle that would enable me get in.... when I reached the gate, there was a kind lady walking in the Guest of Honor... so I g...

......I a  back at Ngara. I have been for 2 weeks. It has been really good. Really good. This past week I have been inside the vortex just to be inside the vortex.... but yesterday for some reason I was so outside.  Then some money came in.... real money... that I can do stuff with.... real stuff... There is some work to do but that is alright. ... I understand really what to do.  I am feeling again that I can do this. That I can live here and live well too. That all of this can be all right.....

.... this day... it started so amazing... yesterday....  I was sad.. really sad... so amazingly sad... and discouraged... I fixed up some stuff  and I got home to?.... cupcakes... and cookies... :-) so amazing!!!  Oh yes and ICECCREAM!!!!! AMAZING!!!!N And They were soo light and sooo delightlfull... her is a pic.... I was up all night... ALL NIGHT.... till about 8 am... watching basic crap... but really good crap... I am soooo Adicted... seriously.. it is like a disease... ARE YOU THE ONE... ... I am soo addicted... so very addicted and I was soo happy that I had 3 episodes never been watched... oooh heaven.... reall  heaven.....  Then I started watching, " Republic of Doyle " it is sooo fun... and by then it was already morning... like 8 am.... then I slept... and during my sleep I dreamed that Mr. Will Smith, was really into me... there was a time we were doing it in  a moving car, on top and it got blown up, and we didn't ..... we hid insid...

... I discovered that I am not the only one who like the avatar shows..... sort of crazy about it though..... also the people who lived here left lots of cup cakes...... lots of cup cakes. ... and some cookies... They all taste amazing...... and I am not a cake person

I am really sick.. not feeling well ..... but on the good news. .. I have 100 likes on my new page... my first milestone

I got a discount on the work I am doing then I got into an accident. ... my fault and the other driver waved me on!!!!!!!

So today I woke up late or early... or whatever. ... managed to provide good support.  I got to town in record time. Felt good, really good today.  I did all the things that I was supposed to.  I paid all my bills ALL MY BILLS!!!  Including rent!  I finally got the opportunity to leave town at almost 3pm.  I wondered if I would manage to get to the school on time.  The traffic was amazing! !!! None what so ever!  I got there in time,  with time to spare. I was able to clear all things and even was fun and entertaining!  I really wanted the stuff that I wanted from my sister. ... even the money! !!!! I even managed to get the money all the 5kg from last week.  All the money from last week! !!!!!!  Also,  my sister gave me the stuff that I wanted. .... I am excited really excited! !!! Also guess what! !!!!!! My beautiful, beautiful bamboo has a new shoot!!!!!!  A perfect new shoot !! That is perfect and gorgeous!...

... I had really been wanting to get a break. .. really ... then Thursday and Friday. .. boy 'sick' so no work.... ....I got the break that I have been craving... then Friday. .. I go to this place and I just listen to Abraham and make notes.... it was so perfect... such a perfect day.... such a perfect day

So this day. ...yesterday actually I prepared all my trash on time... I put all of the pieces together and arranged them all neat and tidy and put everything together. I left for a bit and when I got back someone had  removed some of the trash. It made me feel bad.  I picked  everything up and put it inside. I told me to remind me to put the alarm and wake up at 6 am and put the stuff outside. .. I forgot. .. maybe because of the drinks... BUT this morning I woke up. .. I looked outside and there was light and I told me that there was no way it could be early enough to make it to the pick up and I WAS!!!! I really was. .. I couldn't believe it!  I was so happy. .. so very happy! !!! And that was my miracle of the day! !!!

....... I was really hungry and was really thinking about what to eat. I thought about the breorwores. . I went to the shop and my friend the friendly guy that I like who darts me from time to time. . I  found the ride to Hawi's really weirdly easy.. really. .. I was on my way to the school when I realised that I have 2 men in my life who I like very much. ..who like me the way I am crazy hair fat old with white hair.... just me and I like them... I really do like them.... with a purity...

... wanting for for a while more money... ( a lot more money)  but not really wanting to change my life... In fact  I have been wanting a little to do less... 😀😊..😁.... I have been wanting to be self pleasing. I have been wanting to earn money and I have been getting more crochet orders. . Only the g is that I haven't been wanting to do the work!!!! Yesterday I felt that I should relax, really relax, and that I will get that person that I want... who actually wants to do the work. .  I put out some adverts and last night someone contacted me... I didn't respond.  Today she called me!!! She is also  is really good. .. A little expensive but it is cool... really cool... I have also been contacted again.  I feel good about putting out even more adverts. .. love

.... I was in a matatu... it was a nice matatu... with space and music... just the way I like them and guess what the ride was free... really free.. and I thought... this is the first time in a while that I have taken my free money... I actually took the free money... Yesterday I got this seriously torn 50 Shs note... really torn right down to the middle.... then guess what... today I bought my colored pens ...... they look exactly like their covers,... they are sooo very beautiful... really beautiful... ... I love soo much how beautiful they are... I like that they are sooo beautiful; they write like pens.... perfectly like beautiful neon coloured fountain pens.... so perfect...  I like looking at what I have written... and just enjoy the total multi colour thing... love it... Also today I finally managed to get the money that I have been getting as discount into the Nakumatt Card which is really very cool....also something else.... I got the Reaper.. you know the TV series...